I have been a camgirl and nude model for four years and just last week I did my first in-person sex work job thingy. A foot worship session. (The guy held my feet to his face and sucked on my toes and gummed the sides of my feet some, moaning while he humped my bedroom floor. He also requested, for an extra $100, to listen to my heartbeat while I had an orgasm. In case anyone was curious.)
I am going to do it again day after tomorrow. However I am still nervous. Although I am not inexperienced regarding sex or even sex work, I feel like a total newb. I've come here for kind of general encouragement or advice, even just a "oh yeah, I do that too."
It was weird because although it is only foot worship so many things that happened made me feel like a prostitute. For example, the text that I got 23 minutes before the agreed-upon time, reading "I'm in the area a little early. Is that okay?" which I'd heard is something annoying that "full service" prostitutes commonly have to deal with. Also, when he arrived, one of the first things he said was, "I want to sit and talk for a minute. Is that okay?" I kind of didn't understand what else he would have expected me to want. I'm not a doctor or something XD "Strip and get on the table!"He also kept saying things I can vividly picture being said to a "full service prostitute" like "I am excited to develop a real friendship with you" and things like that.
So I guess I'm looking for where to find advice on how to be a good prostitute? Even though I only do foot worship.
If this continues to be.... perhaps enjoyable is not the best word (all apects of interacting with him are actively very pleasant--he is smart and kind and creative--except for the sex stuff, during which I kind of blackout emotionally), but if this continues to be enjoyable enough to be worth continuing I was thinking about doing dom sessions as well.
But that means having to deal with a lot of stuff in real life that I've only ever had to deal with over cam before.
I'm not even sure how I'd find other people to do this with, since he's the one who approached me about it--first over Model Mayhem, then over FetLife.
I am proud of myself for at least knowing my worth to some degree. He initially offered only $50 for the foot worship session; I required $80, which he then paid in full.
I'm just kind of thinking "out loud" at this point. I don't have any specific questions .I just want to be "thought out loud at" back![]()



He also kept saying things I can vividly picture being said to a "full service prostitute" like "I am excited to develop a real friendship with you" and things like that.
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