I know you have to have tough skin in this industry which I do, but the last few weeks have really been testing that! I'm not sure if it's just the city that I'm in but it's getting bad. Manager expectations are killing me.
one club, I was set back a shift and was basically told to lose weight. When I was initially hired there I was maybe about ten pounds lighter. But I was a TWIG and when I look at old pictures I looked sick. But apparently now that I'm at a healthier weight I'm fat? I regular get compliments on my body. I'm extremely tone & athletic built. Don't think I have much fat but I am heavier then before. But I'm healthy !
Second club. Hadn't worked there since June of last year. Again I'm about 10 pounds heavier now. I was told to reaudition since it had been so long. Went an auditioned and didn't get hired at all! No shift or anything. The first time i was hired there I was hired on the spot with the privilege to work any shift I preferred.
Now I've been analyzing myself, asking those close to me and even customers am I a little heavy. Those who know me are happy because I look so much healthier, customers tell me my body is part of why they had an interest in me. So I don't know what to do! I don't have any other means of making money at this time. Do I go back to being a twig to make managers happy? Or stay at my healthy weight and only work the late shift at ONE club, the only good club I'm working at right now.



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