Finally went for my first night this past Saturday and boy that was nerve racking. I live in oak vile Ontario Canada and drove with my friend to guelph to try my first night. I am 25 years old 5'9" light skinned curvy girl. Everything was going smoothly. I got registered, paid my fee and got dresses. I was able to get one dance with a customer which made me feel real confident.
Not to Long after it came to the DJ shift change. The new DJ approached me and said I can't work for the rest of the night because I'm to big which was a complete let down. He said the owner does not like my size type of girl working at this particular club. I have a 40 DD CHEST with a large bum and pudge for a stomach which has been impossible to get rid of after having my daughter 4years ago. though there was another girl there that was quite bigger than me so I was confused. But I don't like confrontation so I said ok and got my money back. I felt horrible after leaving!!!!!
My friend I end that I went with was such a great support she took me to a different club to try in Mississauga. We got in pretty easy but I was so nervous here especially after what just happened. My self esteem kind of went down. I didn't end up making any money but got to talk to some customers who seemed to be cheap but hey I'm learning. The girls were super nice but I felt like a fish in a tank of shark. After leaving I felt like maybe this isn't for me but after thinking I have to keep trying I mean I've already started and I don't like to quit on things. I'm just soon shy when it comes to talking to men. I have a great personality though and I'm just unsure on how to start a conversation and keep it going as we'll as transitioning into asking for a dance. I plan on going back n a few weeks when I have some more money. Just thought I would share this. Maybe someone can give me some pointers![]()


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