
Originally Posted by
bbcakezxo
Camming was the best thing to ever happen to me!! I dropped out of college, I always hated the idea of working a 9-5, I was a freelance DJ for 5 years while pursuing music, barely getting by, living in my hometown desparately wanting to get out. Couldn't hold a 9-5 job at minimum wage because I hated working constantly, it drained me and left me no energy to put into my art. Camming allowed me to get up and move across the country at the drop of a dime, to one of the most expensive cities to live in the country, with plenty of extra money and extra time to hone my craft. But I think the biggest thing camming has done for me is that it gave me SO much more confidence! It has honestly changed me so much for the better. I'm so much more comfortable and open with my sexuality now, whereas being slut shamed my whole life I always felt very ashamed of it. I've also always been a pushover and a people-pleaser, and all those domme shows have made me quite the opposite! Especially being a female in the music biz, this trait has already helped me a ton. I've also become much more fashionable and better at doing makeup and being more "girly." I've always been a tomboy, and I do still express that side of myself, but I used to always look like such a slob! lol. Overall I'm just way more comfortable in my own shoes, and in the past year I feel like I've really found myself. It's even reflected so much in my music and in my art. I'm so thankful to be able to do what I do. A little over a year ago I couldn't even afford the roof over my head. Sometimes when I'm shopping or paying bills or something I stop and am just in awe and so grateful for everything camming has done for me.
As someone who is somewhat-known as a DJ and an artist in an underground community I did have to meditate on the fact that people were going to find out. Once I came to terms with it, I decided it was best to just be open about what I do. I obviously don't shout it from the rooftops or anything, but deciding to not have any shame about it was actually extremely liberating. I've even had a couple of fans/friends in the scene discover me on my site and do shows with me, LOL. So, even though this sort of turned out to be a positive factor for me, I suppose it could hurt me in the long run, but at the same time I don't have anywhere near a goodie two-shoes reputation, lmao. I feel like most people that have found out or will find out are just like, "oh, that makes sense." LOL. Old friends back home have even jokingly asked me when I'm going to get into porn now that I pretty much live in the porn capital of the country and I'm like "uhhh yeah about that..." hahaha.
I've also always been really into kink, but never really had any partners that were as into it as me. I've loved being able to explore that side of myself and even learn new things about my sexuality I hadn't even discovered yet! I've also gotten way better at giving blowjobs and talking dirty ... and being good in bed in general lol.
There are negatives of course, the main ones for me being that I'm already kind of a hermit and it's gotten so much worse! Second is that it really kills my sex drive. Then just general annoyances with having to deal with stupid boys thinking with their dicks instead of their brains. But these are sooo miniscule in comparison to everything that camming does for me.
So yeah basically ... camming rocks!!
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