Hi
I know it might be not the best idea to write on this forum.. But I'm desperately looking for someone to chat with about my confusing/feelings, I just wanted to share my thoughts and hear from you.
First of all, I'm a female, not yet working. I study at a top 10 university and just two semesters are left to finish my degree.
I live in a big city where everyone does not know anyone, really. I live miles, mountains and oceans from my family.
A month ago or so, I was looking on craigslist searching for a place to rent for the next semester when the "Adult Entertainment" section caught my eyes. Since then, I was checking that section regularly almost every day! Then, I came to the point where I was filtering my search as well! (great cuddle, natural boobs, milf...etc.)
Finally, I was brave enough to message some and ask to meet them! (The ones I filtered) Literally, I felt I'm a "philanderer"; just the Female Version 0.1
I really like the 30ish - 40ish something women! The more mature she is, the more attracted and secure I feel.
However, my issue isn't that I'm sexually curious nor I have any sexual thought in mind. More worse, I booked few appointments this week with no intention of any sex.
The thing is... I really want a long long cuddle.
I crave a touch of a mature woman that no one else can imagine. sensual seeker maybe?
I thought If I paid another *human* to cuddle with me and give me calmness this would be my happiness and that they're OK with that. I'm planning to pay the full rate they're asking, just for a warm cuddling session.
I'm not sure if thats a good idea to go with
or whether it actually works with escorts in reality to ask them only for hugs and cuddles?


) Literally, I felt I'm a "philanderer"; just the Female Version 0.1 
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