I'm still very new but I cant help but feel very lonely doing this job. I guess because I have no one to talk to about since no one knows what I do. The few that know anything think I'm just a bodyrub girl doing incalls in a hotel. I don't know if I'm just Pmsing or what but I feel very lonely the last couple days plus my constant paranoia having any issues with LE is a huge stress over my head. I've only had 4 clients so far I'm so far kind of liking the job but my constant stress about LE issues and having no one to talk to about anything is making it kind of hard to relax. My agency says they thoroughly screen so not to worry but I'm so new to this I cant help but worry. I may be happier indy and being a low volume provider but I cant afford to go indy right now, I'm backed up with bills as I mentioned in other posts. I'm only working twice a week for the full days because I'm so scared the more I do it the more chances I have of having problems. I don't even stay over the hotel the whole night because it just feels lonely. It may just be new girl jitters. Weird I'm usually a loner which is why I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I MUST be PMSing, lol. Any input?



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