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Last edited by Raven88; 10-17-2022 at 05:34 AM.



Thanks I hadn't noticed that.. but now I see your point. Not sure if it was me being intimidated in NYC a few years ago when the pics were taken or if it was a general thing.
People will complain if you're too skinny or too big. It's like there's no winning in some people's minds. But hey f*ck em.
As long as your physician says you are healthy thAts all that matters. Love your body either way.
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Honestly, you don't look fat to me. But if you would feel more comfortable with a little weight loss, do it. It's your body, so you deserve to be comfortable in it. It can be difficult with hormonal fluctuations and thyroid issues, but it's totally possible as long as you weigh your food, count your calories, and eat at a deficit. Have you had a blood test for the thyroid stuff?









You have a great body! Fuck the haters, they are clearly jealous of you.





Honestly I don't see any difference between the Before & the After pics. None. Maybe a matter of different body language as already mentioned.
Further, th crazy relative calling you fat & all the other nonsense -- I read your other post abt her causing problems at your work now on top of everything else. The operative word here is CRAZY & honey, it ain't you. If she is nuts enough to spout off & do all the things you described in that thread, I think her opinion is THE LAST opinion out of 7B+ ppl on this planet that you should be worried abt.
That said, when I left for basic training in Feb I was 120lbs. Came out at 133lbs bs I spent the 2nd half of my stay there w/ injuries that prevented me from exercising, yet I was still expected to maintain the same general caloric intake. That's another story tho -- point is, I have NVR weighed that much, plus I knew I had gotten (& still am bc I'm a bit lazy lol) squishy. My heaviest ever was 128 & it was mostly if not all muscle, that was pre-dancing. Dancing my heaviest was 118-120, again mostly muscle but a much poorer diet. So that number on the scale irritated me. But it is JUST a number. The number alone doesn't determine whether you're healthy, & being healthy is what's important! You mentioned the hormonal/health stuff. If you're feeling snarky, say 'I have a thyroid issue. What's your excuse?'
If you're that worried abt it, talk to your dr abt putting together a proper exercise/diet regimen. Muscle also weighs more than fat, & when I was jacked from constant hardcore pole work I would let ppl know it. I wasn't ever anywhere near fat, just a muscular athletic build, but you know how customers can be.
'How much do you weigh?'
'[whatever my wgt happened to be]'
'Fk that, that's too skinny/too fat/too whatever'
'Maybe, but it's all muscle, which is more than I can say for your fat (or skeleton) ass'
When others are rude enough to pick on you for your wgt, turn it right back round on them. You are beautiful.





Fat where? I'd be the first person to tell ya. You look fine. I've been under weight all my life and gained 15 punds when I was on the pill and antidepressants. maybe you just don't feel comfortable. But I can tell you, you look good. And your pale. If you were ran you'd look even smaller. crazy people...





Opps. Tan.





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Can men even perceive weight at this level of granularity? I can't see a difference.
You look fantastic, at both weights...but you do look more confident in the newer ones.
Your sister in law needs to die in hell.
You look great, but the important thing is how you feel.





You look great.
Many of the guys on review boards are really creepy and if there isn't a problem ( which your weigh really ISNT ), they will get creative and find one . I would ignore those boards if you can.



Thanks all feeling a bit better. I haven't read strip club list in months, but yeah they were saying this last time I checked. But I don't make it a habit. And I go back for blood work in 3 weeks for the thyroid thing. I was exercising every day, counting calories,all that but I wasn't seeing any weight loss or muscle definition. I think the muscle definition had a lot to do with severe water retention. I just wasn't seeing it with all the water weight.I've noticed it start to go down a bit now that I'm taking a stronger dose of thyroid meds.
My SIL is 5'2" and weighs 85 lbs so if anyone has a weight problem it's definitely her.





You have a very slender frame so extra weight is more noticeable (versus a six foot muscular tall female.)
I'd say work out a bit and tighten up your frame. Turning some of that into muscle will enhance your shape.





You look great but if it makes you feel better eat a high protein low carb diet and second weight training. Some people gain weight differently than others. In my case it results in a nasty little vagumach and flabby batwing arms if I'm not careful. You don't seem to have that problem.
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I'd say tone up but both weights are fine.





uhh I'm with others that have said they can't see any difference, whatsoever. you are a tiny slender girl in all of your pictures, and I'm really trying to get my mind around anybody who could possibly say you were fat or even gained enough weight to notice. if anything i would say you could put a few pounds on and start lifting to shape it but its totally up to you. you look amazing.






Thanks all! Feeling so much better today but the stupid bitch messaged her brother and said she tried to take a pic of my ass the other night in lingerie to post on FB for everyone to be "disgusted" by. But she said I moved too fast and she couldn't get her phone out in time. I mean she weighs 80 0r 90 lbs and is similar height to me. She thinks she looks good.I know I'm violating her privacy here but considering what she tried to do:
She was going on about how ugly my face is and how no one would get a dance from me and "thank god I went to college because how could I last in the nude business" I mean I'm not ugly so where does she get off saying it? Not saying I'm perfect but I don't think I send people running in the other direction
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Is she Indian? Pakastani? Very rare for them to dance. Hmm maybe why he values you like he does. I dated a Syrian guy and they are extremely disrespectful of woman. I wouldn't leave that up. We don't want her here....





All that matters is that YOU like your body. That's it. IMHO you look better at the size you are now and it seems you have more confidence in posing as well. As for the modeling job- you could've got rejected for anything. As for your sisters and other- start putting your foot down and demanding respect or simply remove them from your life. Good luck!
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