Please let me start by saying I have bad body issues and self esteem, so I get a little obsessed over some words people use about me. Like the other night...
Basically what happened was I was standing against a wall at the club and my manager came up and asked what's wrong. I just told him no guys wanted a dance and he kept telling me things to say to get them to buy one. Anyway, this super gorgeous blonde dancer walked by and I jokingly said "but I'm going against girls like THAT." And he asked what I meant and I just said she's gorgeous....
then he went on this long fatherly speech of "you're beautiful, you can hustle any guy. I hired you because you're hot." But then he said "Sydney, you're every guys type. Men like 'em curvy."
And now I need some help with what exactly curvy means... Because I always consider it an hourglass shape, boobs and hips with a nice feminine shape but in this day and age people often refer to overweight women as curvy.... Not to be a cunt but I do not want to be compared to fat women...
I'm 5'2 and weigh 127 lbs.
I feel so disgusting now for some reason... Like I have no business being a stripper....



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But honestly I think its just the way you present yourself is all.


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