i just wanna pull my hair out..i'd appreciate some advice and perspective!
so some background, got fired from my club a year ago for something i didn't even do.so i took a little break but i went back a week ago to try and get my job back ( because they almost ALWAYS hire back girls they fire, and it had been about a year) and was told the female manager who fired me wouldn't allow me back, which was just a real punch in the gut because this place owns almost all the good clubs in the area and i had been a loyal employee for 3 years.
sooo my options are :
a) work at little rinky-dink dive clubs close by and try with camming/clips if that isn't enough.
b) go into Boston to see if they are hiring (45 minute drive, plus tolls, plus finding a parking garage close-by and paying 15-20 bucks per night for parking in a sketchy neighborhood). they also said things were slow right now, which is weird because its usually good in the fall.
c) commuting 90 minutes to RI or possibly Worcester for good money. i've worked in providence before and its great money but the drive is killer on both your energy level and your car. i would only be able to work once a week, maybe do a double.
i'm thick/toned/honey blond except i have a tiny tummy pooch i can't get rid of no matter what and it affects my confidence a bit( i have a kid, so its never gonna look perfect). i only have 200 bucks in spending money right now, i was also wondering if i should get my hair bleached a true blond and get the roots done before applying, or make sure i've secured a job before spending anymore?



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