




^^^ Yes ty! Several years ago i cammed there til i made payment once and did not continue. I dont like that site, it takes automatic photos of me while i am in freechat and if i tilted the cam up a little to dress (forehead was still visible) i got a warning for being off cam then again for stepping off cam view for a few secs. I dont like to be policed like this considering it was the freechat.
I want to start a new avenue on a new site cause i am not going back to the old ones i dont like.
I got approved for stripchat, will see how it works.
Today i started the therapy and the therapist asked if i can take a few weeks off camming and i told her i cant because if i do i wont be able to pay for therapy sessions, my son cant sustain all house expenses plus therapy.
Just to see what triggered my depression and anxiety episode this time again after 8 months being steady okay healthwise -> the extreme low earnings, this is an example of one of the 7 days recent contests but the non contest weeks are very similar to this one in the picture. I mean in oct- nov i had $200 weeks, 100 something, under 100 for approx 20-25 hrs/week on cam cause i cant work more especially when i see how dead it is.
I will take a break from SM and focus on stripchat, my mental health is more important than that site.
I blurred some sections in the pic so it cant be identified by Sm if they around here lol, that is 7 days contest example making $63 something for 24Hrs something on cam, how not to get nuts?! (not literally nuts but had a serious panic attack recently)
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P.S: Pls, i dont wanna read comments that something is wrong with me cause is not, is the site, i am the same here, a very good performer if i have the traffic to work with. Ty xx




It most definitely is nuts. Speaking for myself the same happens but on the same scale like:
I'm used to making 50-70/hrly just last year and now I struggle to make 25-30/hr, and when it is extra glitchy for me I have days like today making barely over 10/hr!
I'm sure more feel it also it just reflects different based on what you were used to making vs what you are making now. Going from 50-70/hrly to 25-30/hrly my income this year is 1/2 what it was last year. And on the glitchy days I am making 1/5th-1/7th what I used to.
It sucks. Plain and simple. I have bills based off a certain income from last years $$ and already trying to double my hrs to make targets, but when I'm making the lowest amt hrly like the last 4 days there literally is not enough hrs in my day to cam to try to hit my goals. I've even reduced them numerous times this year. It gets discouraging!
I hope therapy helps, and I hope stripchat works out for you! <3





^^^ Ty cutie,
ETA: looks like stripchat is not working if u dont have a vibe toy, i tried it a little and had no patience for it. from what i saw when looked around all girls who receive nice tips have the vibe toys, i need one asap.
How do u guys splitcam sm with another site pls, what u use as split software?
Is SM connect working to split with? i totally forgot how to splitcam cause i cam only on SM for a good while now. Dont even know if my i5 desktop pc can handle splitcamming anymore as sites require more resources these days and my pc is 7 years old already.
Last edited by KatM; 12-09-2019 at 10:27 PM.




This is some BS. I am logged on and SM is showing that I am offline.





This was an ongoing issue I had with Streamray/Cams, and I used to complain about it on here all the time. I'd log in to Cams with the intention of doing Nude Chat, but I'd wind up at the screen telling me that I need to wait to be approved as a model. Lol. That drove me bonkers, and I'd be like "Well...guess I'm logging onto ImLive today instead."![]()
My referral link for models to join the Boleyn Models daily pay program
https://cammodelpay.com/ref?page=&campaign=&affToken=NDcx



Again my room is saying I am offline when I am online.
Getting 0 traffic because of it.
I have to sign in and out to pop up as online, then after about 3 minutes my room says I'm offline.








I saw some other random bizarre stuff like that tonight that was happening: if you look at my 2 screenshots (one is with chrome on desktop and the other is with edge on desktop) aside from edge being 9 across vs 8, and one extra line - the lineup looks so much different. I wasn't logged into a custie account on either but why are SO MANY models that were showing up on edge not showing up on chrome?? So fucking weird.
Chrome:
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Edge:
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Irony- as soon as I post in Camming Rocks- I log off to refresh my stream it's showing I am offline- what gives? lol





^lol
“You know you’re a cam girl when” you’ve posted in camming rocks and camming sucks in the same day.
MY REACTION TO 99% OF FREE CHAT
I'm so sorry that you are struggling. I couldn't deal with SM and took a very long extended break. I only pop on for appointments with very established regulars. Sitting there for hours on end with little to no traffic, watching people pop in and out KILLED me.
Can you try something new while taking a break from cam? Like, rideshare or other gig jobs? Taking a step away from camming may definitely help your anxiety and depression. Hugs to you!
I think we all go through this (being depressed) this type of work takes its toll on our metal health. I was a very low earner last year, less then $400 a week. This year has been better, however I don't just cam. I have two side gigs that are not in the adult industry . Unless you are puling in $1000 plus every week on cam, you need to have a side gig for when times are slow. January tends to be slow for me, so I'm preparing now. Always have a back up plan, there is no guarantee in this business. Good luck and hope you feel better.




Okay I'm confused. Out of everyone entering my room, why is only one name grey after he left? Shouldn't they all be? And when the hell does it disappear?





Blah slow slow slowwww day
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Thank you soo much for your answers ladies but first of all thank you for caring, it means a lot to me because all i have is my son and this community here and now the therapist that is costly but i need her help.
I don't know right now if there is something i could do other than cam cause i have several health issues that keep me away from a regular vanilla job and i cant work at pc for long hrs cause eye issues and migraine so camming for 3-4 hrs shift was ok just now its terribly dead and i cant stay longer hrs to get the chance for better traffic or to catch some good spenders, i mean if i make nothing in 2-3 hrs i log off, i cant continue and i am tired already with my eyes and migraine sets in by then.
Will see what options i have, all i needed was to log in, make some decent money and log off after 3-4 hrs max.
But now things are not working anymore like this and from what i read here people dont make what they need even after long shifts so what gives?!
Sm is at two extreme i see, people who bank and people who make nothing anymore, maybe they wanna get rid of some of us, i dont know but this is a solution for them, to cut the traffic so we give up, i dont know anymore.
Will see what i'll do here, waiting for my vibe toy to work the other site, i pray it will work, if not i look for Something else. Hugs and ty for caring xxx
Last edited by KatM; 12-10-2019 at 06:07 PM.



Placement is all fucked up.
Suddenly someone who is from another country with 4 stars is ranking higher than me in live placement.
Also offline placement is not in order at all.
Traffic is annoying today as well.





On a funny but sad note the therapist said something interesting (we had no time to elaborate cause time was up and it was the 1st session where i mostly talked and explained my situation and issues i have but here and there she mentioned a few things); so she said "u know that ur weight gain can be related to the fact that u dont wanna be on cam? because the brain is giving the command to accumulate mass in order to get unattractive and not cam anymore because u not happy camming? He does not know u need this job, all he knows is u not happy so he wanna protect u by taking u away the thing that makes u unhappy". In my mind I was like What?! No kidding! but then i really had to leave cause she had another appointment. Mind blowing here cause i started to gain weight as soon as i started camming and in 18 years on cam i gained double the weight i had before as i was really slim.
I made the connection right away with when i had surgery almost 3 years ago and did not cam for almost 2 months but recovered at home, i lost 15 kg in that 2 months w.o eating different but then i started to cam again and i put them back in a year.
Before i left i told her "they like us BBWs too, only if i had the right tits for my body lol, i looked at her as she is kinda thick too but she has tits, proper tits!! OMG i die here LOL.
She is young (27 yo) but a really nice girl and an empath, while talking i felt her feeling my pain and then my joy when i laughed, we connected right away, this is the person i needed and i hope she can handle my situation cause is a tough case with lots of medical issues and traumas.
Even she is young and not sure how experienced she is i give her the chance to work together with me in order to succeed, me and her. I always felt that an invisible force sent me to the right people when i needed help and sometimes a 'not friendly' force to the wrong ones to harm me but as light is stronger than the dark, i believe in God and go with the light and pray for the best.
Ty for reading xx



Day 3
I am live but I am not showing up as online or offline. I now exist everywhere and nowhere. In between the fabric of space, time, and streamate. Send help.







Did streamate change the ranking system? Or is it really this messed up in my category ? It's been 3 days and people who have just started are ranking way higher than me with 4 stars. I'm using smconnect.
Its effecting my income by a large margin and I'm starting to get really pissed off at this point
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