Please dont quote this!!!!
I'm having a very tough time and am in the middle of intense personal counselling and couples counselling.
I have major trust issues and often relate from the place of the world is coming to get me so don't get comfortable.
I have been responsible for 80% of the expenses for months; and I'm about 4weeks from broke. My husband's debt repayments are so high! I wish he had told me before we moved into a more expensive rents property.
I have PTSD which is so affecting my wellbeing. I live in a high stress state which makes molehills feel like mountains. I have struggled with depression cycles since childhood. I am trying to retrain my brain to look for the positives; but damn neural pathways are so ingrained. I have had suicidal ideation throughout this year with a frequency which I disturbing.
And to top it off, I have lady issues this week which prevent me from working. Grrrr.
I feel a bit sad reading this and also thinking of myself as a cry-baby. My mind us out to get me.
I dont feel uber comfortable sharing in great detail the particulars but any words of encouragement, support, compliments, helpful advice or you own relating or stories would help.
I'm not exaggerating when I say I'M questioning my sanity





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