Well it seems like my username says it all.
I've been camming for about a year, first at the studio (where I did very well) then from home (with mixed results). My main two problems are inconsistency - I always vow to myself to work 5d x 4h and then end up working once every 2 days: UTI, headaches, PC problems, my gf wants to finally spend time with me - you name it; and attracting customers and not letting guys walk all over me.
I had my best time at the old KinkLive, as a sub. Long shows, good energy that made me glow and nice payouts. I lasted 2 days on Kink4Free, made $20. What made me quit wasn't the lack of money - I know that it can take time for guys to find us. It was begging and time wasting. I had 100+ time wasters in my room, 3 shows. And didn't get paid for the last one even, cause it was an offer show and the system effed up during the last minute.
Now I'm on SM (planning to add at least LCMS and Skype, maybe AW) and it's really weird. People see me and they see this nice, shy girl and they are pretty much shocked when they see me slap and fuck myself during pvt/excl. It makes for nice, long sessions, but I can't help but think that I'm missing a lot of potential custies, who dismiss me as "not dirty enough". One of the guys, who really helped me on KL by checking my lag etc once said pretty much this after he watched my play session: that I was wonderful, but totally different from my free-chat nice sweety routine.
My earnings are all over the place - they look more like a token site than SM. Once 120, 3x0 and then 30, 40. I don't need much, as a secretary I made around 3$ per hour and always felt out of place. No job felt as right as camming does - that's why I'm so stubborn about it.
I tried experimenting with my look. As far as make-up I'm set on what I would wear to a party - dark cat eyes, eyeliner. If I put more on I get lots of subs and slaves that I really don't click with and therefore can't convert. Less than now and I'm invisible.
I tweet, but not a lot, working on that too.
I guess where I go with this is the age old "how to be hot, but not too hot in free chat?". But also attracting dominants and consensual sadists. I wanna be black and blue and rich![]()



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