about two months ago i signed up for myfreecams without even thinking about it. i don't know why i did it, maybe i was turned on by the money. regardless i was dumb and didn't think about how it would affect me later. i never got paid enough to be paid out and cancelled my account two days later and that was that. i didn't even think about it. a month ago i looked up my stage name i picked and saw i had about two pages of my public cams and hyperventilated. i couldn't sleep and i just felt so ashamed. basically, i wasn't that big and you can only find me on page like 7000 of some camgirl website. i signed up for camgirlprotection but i don't think there's much they can do besides report the content. they did however, help me block google search results. i'm terrified this might affect me later in life but since i never had any income reported, do you think there's still a way to connect me to the forum? i crosssearched my name with the stage name i picked and you can't associate me with it. how likely do you think it is that i will show up on a background check if i never took money from MFC. what jobs do you think i should go for?
I read all the past forums on this topic, but I think my case is a lil different considering i was barely even tipped. i think the most i got on it was like 20 tokens.
also, in no way i'm saying that camming is a bad thing to do, i admire women and men who do it but apparently i can't gut my naked pictures being online. i was so dumb and naive, i showed my face.
please just a lil piece of advice to calm my nerves. i can't really sleep and i've been cutting myself and feeling crazy because it's the only thing i think about.



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. Hugs for you and I hope you're o.k.



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