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    Skull Back from the dead, i've missed you all

    Huge post, sorry.

    Hello BBs,

    Some of you may remember me. I used to post here all the time and Chatzy was pretty much my second home. It’s been awhile since I posted here… exactly three years tomorrow, actually, and it’s also been about that long since I worked on Streamate.

    So… I pretty much disappeared from the cam-scene and Stripperweb/Chatzy without warning. I feel pretty bad about that since I made some great friends here and once that happened I lost contact with a lot of them. I didn’t work nearly as often as I should have, partially because I was also a fulltime student, but when I did cam I did quite well. Looking back on it I want to kick my own ass for not taking full advantage of what I had going at the time. The money was good and I was in my prime so to speak (age, fitness/body confidence, ect). I never planned to just stop camming altogether, though, it was just going to be a ‘break’. I was initially taking a break because I was super busy with school and exams and I felt overwhelmed because I had just started experiencing anxiety for the first time in my life. I was going on vacation in December and planned to return to camming in January of 2013, rested and renewed. I knew I wasn’t fulfilling my camgirl potential and that’s what 2013 was going to be all about. I was going to work regularly and BANK, but then January rolled around and life decided to kick me in the ass, and Peaches was never seen or heard from again…

    So. I get back home and about a week passes. And then it happens. I get the call. My best friend of 10 years is dead. She was 22 and literally dropped dead in her bathroom, no explanation, and autopsies revealed nothing; the healthiest and best person I’ve ever known, gone. So yeah, as you can imagine this made me kind of want to withdraw from the world for a while, and a while lasted a really long time. I pretty much did nothing and time just kept passing. I stopped going to school, never starting camming again, started playing videogames all the time, gained 30 pounds, and my anxiety and panic attacks started to become more common until they were a daily/all-day occurrence. It was absolutely awful and I became a total anti-social recluse hermit just because of how bad my anxiety got. I felt like shit all the time and attempted to go back to school and work off and on but nothing stuck and I fell back into the same hermit patterns. I pretty much gave up on myself for a long ass time. Eventually I got really fed up with myself and finally decided I needed to get my shit back together. I started medication for my anxiety this summer which has been a godsend despite my previous skepticism and am slowly but surely making my way back into the world of the living. I’m back in school and on a pretty hardcore diet so that I can lose this weight and feel sexy again. Most importantly I feel human again.

    SO. YOU MAYBE ASKING YOURSELF WHY I AM POSTING THIS HERE AND NOW, OR YOU HAVE PROBABLY ALREADY FIGURED IT OUT…
    I want to cam again. I am committed to camming again. I am going to ditch my old persona and be more myself this time around and plan to start on a different site. I have spent the past 3 years periodically stalking MFC, studying it like science, and have seen some of my cam girlfriends who were noobies at the same time I was become so successful there. It has inspired me and even though I haven’t been camming it’s been constantly on my mind and I’ve always wanted to come back to it, I just didn’t feel like I was ready. BUT NOW IT’S TIME. It maybe 3 years late but I am going to start again this January after I lose some of this extra weight and move into my new place. I know it’s going to be hard starting from ground zero all over again but I am so excited to do it. It’s great to feel motivated and have goals again and hell I miss the money.

    When I used to cam Stripperweb was my safe haven for everything cam related and I’ve missed it a lot. You ladies were my support system then and I can’t go back into this without you all. So yes, I apologize for the novel but that’s my story and I look forward to being back on the forum and camming again. I’m sure things have changed around here a lot (loveshooks is still a mod, thank god <3) but if any of my old Chatzy BBs are still around (you know who you are) and are reading this please say hello, I missed you all.
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    Peaches bitch Ive Missed you!!!

    Sorry for your loss babe

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    OMG Peaches bb! I'm SOOOO happy you're back and I was so worried about you when you disappeared and I've missed you so much! I'm so sorry you've gone through so much crap in the past 3 years (holy crap has it really been that long?!). I've had a hell of a few years myself and haven't cammed in over a year but I hope to get back to it soon too. We can do it together bb!

    **BIG HUGS** Love you bish! <3

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    Welcome back! I'm sorry about your best friend

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    OMG Lacey AND Tsani right off the bat in the first 5 minutes, my OG chatzy bbs!! I'm so happy you two are both still here, I have missed you girls
    Yes Tsani bb, we can get back to it and Lacey can grill the shit out of us if were being lazy & don't feel like working like old times LOL <3



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    The OG chatzy is gone but I think we need to hunt down the other bb's and have a reunion party or something lol!

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    Peaches!

    I was worried when you disappeared. I am so sorry about the hell that you've been through. I am very glad you are back, bb. <3

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    JAC! Another OG chtazy bb haha yay
    Thank you! I'm happy to be back too, it's about time.

    I can't believe it's been 3 years holy shiet =/



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    Welcome back, sorry to hear about the loss of your friend and everything you went through.

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    I can't wait to perv you on MFC

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    Quote Originally Posted by Ms.Lacey View Post
    I can't wait to perv you on MFC
    Aww yisssss


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    Quote Originally Posted by Ms.Lacey View Post
    I can't wait to perv you on MFC
    Oh stahp it you!




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    Sorry My penis was showing

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    peachy!!! I've missed you! so happy you're back and I'm so sorry about everything that's happened <3







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    Hi Peaches! I wasn't around when you were here the first time, but it seems like you've been really missed! So WELCOME BACK!!! and I'm sorry to hear about the hard time you went through.


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    Welcome back Peaches! I was wondering where you went...So sorry to hear about your best friend....speaking of chatzy, I miss the crap out of it, it helped me sooo much on cam





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    I'm excited to follow your camming comeback! Welcome (back) to SW! I'm sure you will be all the sexier for having walked through the fire- and it sounds like your experiences of the last couple years have indeed been a fire.

    Thanks for coming back!

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    OG Chatzy!! I will create one! Message me lol! And non OGs welcome too!

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