Finally have my 5 star average back on SM Thank the Goddess!! What a relief!
Finally have my 5 star average back on SM Thank the Goddess!! What a relief!
Made $190 in 3 hours on MFC today after weeks of making pennies on Adultwork...yay for more eggs!
Waiting for privates like...
http://profiles.myfreecams.com/CharlieTen
http://www.adultwork.com/ViewProfile...%2Easp&NoHit=1
https://twitter.com/CharlieTenModel
Waiting for privates like...
http://profiles.myfreecams.com/CharlieTen
http://www.adultwork.com/ViewProfile...%2Easp&NoHit=1
https://twitter.com/CharlieTenModel
I stayed on longer than 3 hours in one sitting. Hooray.








Logged on for one hour despite a mysteriously red eye and a cough. I've been really mired in depression these past couple months, and my subsequent lack of good income is really stressing us out. I need to really pull myself together so here are my small victories for the week:
Worked 5 days in a row, no matter how short a shift.
Made over $500 this week.
Attempted to tackle my tax paperwork.
Did some housework.
Discovered great new low-maintenance camming hairstyle.
Shit could be worse. I am doing okay. And I will get better.
My rash is almost cleared up. So I can finally get back on cam. I have been doing custom work this entire time but not enough to pay the bills.



The fact that I'm even online right now, having run a high fever for the past two days, is a victory to me. (I reached a small follower count goal on twitter too - 250.)
Sometimes it's healthy to stop and think about what you want and why you want it, otherwise you just keep working into infinity, like a machine. Here is what I want:
I want to make enough money in little enough time and in my own hours that I can spend most of my time focusing on my art and meeting new people.
I don't really need to be rich, I just want to have some time to live.
I can't imagine any other way this is going to happen besides working in the obscenities, so here I go.
Been making zilch on AW for ages and in less than 15 mins had 3 people in my room and made £40. Not the best I've made on AW but definitely encouraging, especially since it's the daytime!
Waiting for privates like...
http://profiles.myfreecams.com/CharlieTen
http://www.adultwork.com/ViewProfile...%2Easp&NoHit=1
https://twitter.com/CharlieTenModel

I've had a couple of small victories this week.
Today I was in the zone all day! I felt sensual and sexual and damn fine and people fucking noticed, and I had a great time.
Secondly, I've brought in $100 each of the three days I've worked this week (which after working on SM and only have a realistic goal of $30 is AMAZING)
Thirdly, I did my first roleplay today (soccer mom from next door and college kid home for the summer) and I. Fucking. Nailed. It. He bought 17min and only had to use 5. It was AWESOME!
Also, I've sort of come clean with my boyfriends family with what I do. (sort of being the key words here) but it still feels better than having to pretend to be working retail.![]()
I put in my first real shift all month last night and my victory is:
1) I did it.
2) I made a crazy good decision to upgrade my hardware. Being able to use SM Broadcaster and get running faster is paying off like crazy. It paid for itself in that one shift (Not even counting the few hours here and there I put in since the new year.)
Not sure if this is super awesome to anyone else, but I got this random gold show request that I thought was just a tv spot. Turns out it was one for page 1 spot 1! I didn't even know that happened. Super random and frakking awesome! Made my day!





Finally, my fiverr business is kicky into high gear![]()




Completely non cam related but EFF YOU carburetor! I did it! I finally did it after months of putting it off and not knowing what to do. Never done it before ever and I figured out how to do it all by myself. I wont actually be able to test it if it runs right (and it probably wont) or a while but just getting it back together and watching the linkage work as it should makes me feel so good! Yaaaaay!
I got a new laptop!! WOOT! It's not the ultimate or anything but it's a zillion times better than the old one. Going from an i3 amd-a6 to an i7-6700hq. From 4gb of ram to 16. It's so much better in every way so far, except the learning curve getting it set up. Anyways this has been on my agenda forever and I'm so relieved.

I hit the 1st page on SM for my first time today. It felt amazing.



If u figure that out, please shed insight. Mine is doing that also. But u should be able to run the highest encoder now and they are supposedly basically the same





Highest grossing day all week, First day of period, bitched at men and was cranky all day,, Never took my panties off!.. victory!
Just did a manycams test run on the new laptop (thanks to hyoris amazingtutorial) and it ran beautifully! So excited to see what happens tonight.
I'm on. That's a victory. Hooray me!




So this guy asked for a free preview, which I never do, but he said that I didn't even need to be in front of the cam, so I figured why the fuck not. I had an awesome earnings night so I was in a good mood and indulged him. After the preview he started asking me if I did other stuff (that I don't do), then decided that he really needed that stuff and was on his way. I felt kind of bummed about that because everyone who has ever gotten a preview (though the rest were paid, with one similar exception) has loved what they saw and went on to pay for a show and I don't know, it wasn't a huge deal but I wasn't thrilled about it.
Guess who came back 40 min later and decided that he wanted a show anyway? The streak remains unbroken!
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