
Originally Posted by
eabby
First, I thank any member here who will give me their honest evaluation of my situation. Sorry this is so long, but my situation is quite complex ...I think.
Should I Become An Escort?
I'm a youthful looking ethnic woman who has been attracted to escorting for many years. I've watched documentaries, bought books on how to run the business, and have the mentality of a Pro (even since I started having sex, I believed a woman should get something out of it or at least have a boyfriend who should be able to well provide for her.) All of my boyfriends have been educated and well-moneyed, my last was "google-able" in that I was a kept woman in a non-sexual relationship, around the world, for 6.5 years. Yes, those "unicorns," as often described here, really DO exist. And no with the country I'm in now, I do not have time for months of "sugar freestyling". I look at dating as a business, I am not promiscuous, and I don't worry about damaging any future relationships. I don't care how anyone views me, that I cannot stress enough.
I live outside of the US so I wonder a lot about getting caught if I ever were to take the plunge. After so many years of study, a year ago I started a website and advertised but did not accept any gigs. Again, I worried about getting caught and how this would fare on my passport if this happened.
My fears are:
-Messing up my passport
-Catching an STD (personally I don't even have sex every year so -I am not on birth control. I would be using condoms ONLY. And this has always worked for my personal life)
-Getting a violent customer (whom I cannot talk out of harming me. I've talked/mindfked someone out of raping and assaulting me in a foreign country before but I am not sure about my "luck")
However, I know that with my mentality, I am perfect for this business...or am I just bulls%%^ing myself? Right now, I am a cam girl and not happy with my income. Though it is indoor safe, I never feel like I earn enough and that these men are annoying, take up too much time, and companies get over on us with their percentages. I wonder if my escort money would suck in comparison. Just 3 hrs of escort work a month and my basic expenses are covered.
I feel I am getting mindfked by all of this and need seasoned girls advice.
Thanks
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