Who else is feeling the same way? I absolutely dread work right now. I finally paid off all my debt but I stupidly went on a tour thinking I would make bank but I just can't deal with all these idiots. I was trying to force myself into working as much as possible because I have a trip planned to India at the end of December. I was going to take that month overseas to recoup and have a lil vacation. But I literally cannot wait haha.
I think I put too many money goals on myself! I want to make too high of an amount and save too much per month...because of how heavily I will be getting taxed (40%). Seeing all that hard earned cash that I tore my hair out making just disappear so quickly...it's a total buzzkill.
I know I really need to structure my time better when I do fully return to escorting in the new year. I always feel like there's one more email to answer, or text to get to, and that each hour I'm not on my phone I'm losing a chunk of business/money/security. I can't leave work at the door ever! I love being independent because I get to keep all my cash, but sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't feel so burnt out with an agency. :S
ahhhh i just really needed to vent. i wanted to save a significant amount of money before I went to India, but I think I'm just gonna make enough for my bills and my trip and take all the time off I need to take care of myself.



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