I just started camming last week, because I've really missed stripping. So far it has been amazing and I've had tons of fun, on top of making a nice chunk of money. I was a little concerned that I wouldn't be receive well, until I read about Streamate (on here) and saw that they had a bbw categories. I started out on chaturbate, and got bored quickly so I came to SM. I was a totally new experience. The first night was so overwhelming, I was getting so many private sessions I gave up on getting dressed between shows. Tonight was my third night on SM, and after making a my goal, I decided I would just talk with customers for a bit before I leave. ENTER: Super Dom Dude. He asks me if I'm okay with sub/Dom roleplay, and I say of course. I figured I'd take one more show before I left. He demanded that I get undressed in free chat, and I tried to explain I can't be take my underwear off in chat, and he told me there if I did there would be "rewards" once we entered pvt. So I took them off, but kept my lower half out of sight, and then he told me to put my panties in my mouth. I got excited, thinking "finally, a real dom" and shoved the thong in my mouth. Then we got into pvt and the mood shifted. He told me to "stop fucking smiling you fat slut, and call me daddy". I also was not allowed to take the past ties out of my mouth. No biggy. I was having fun. Then he gave me a few things to do, nothing awful, but then he told me to improvise. So I got on my hands and knees and called him daddy, and said please don't hurt me, and all that other humiliation stuff he suggested. "Don't fuck around or I'll give you a one start rating". That's where. I started to wonder whether he was really into roleplay or just an asshole. Mentioning my rating is kind of out of character and it seemed more like a threat than part of the rp. Suddenly he typed "waste of time" and left. I was legitimately upset, as well as pissed. Something about the ordeal did not feel right, and the thought of my 5 star rating taking a hit really scared me.
So that long drawn out story is my question. Is that typical dom behavior when camming? Or was this dude just being mean? And how can I tell the difference in the future? I've don't a lot of submissive roleplaying, not just on the internet, but in real life, and I've done humiliation before, but I feel like this wasn't genuine. Whatever the case, I've enjoyed camming and don't intend to stop anytime soon.


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