Hi everyone.
I haven't posted on here in many years as I have been retired from dancing for almost five years now and completely out of the industry now for 4 years ( I was a front door girl too). I danced from 2002 until 2011, so that was a real lucrative time and it was an adventure for sure,... it was the best of times, it was the worst of times ..that really sums up my dancing career. Dancing really was a transformational experience for me..I went from being a girl to a woman, had the best of intentions going in but really got sucked into the lifestyle, drinking, freedom/money but then fell into a very deep depression because it just wasn't me anymore and I wanted a more stable "healthy" lifestyle but didn't know how to transition out of it.
Now a days my life is completely different, I graduated with a B.A. in Psychology, am married to the man of my dreams, and I gave birth to my son last year. I am a stay at home mom right now, which I love, and am about to start a career in healthcare. Dancing really feels like another lifetime, I do miss certain aspects of it but actually I am a much happier person now. Yet dancing was a creative outlet for me and I miss the expression. One way I can express that is by taking pole dancing classes which really gives me fond memories but recently I have been thinking of writing my story.(When I was little my dream career was to be a published author). Writing about my dancing days might be cathartic and also dancing was a major chapter of my life that taught me many life lessons and something I will never regret. Yes I wish I would have done some things differently but I try not spend too much energy focusing on what I wished I could have changed, if anything, everything led up to where I am today which I am so happy with, especially my son. I guess I'm just saying I think it would be fulfilling to share my story, remember my past, and create something creative and positive with what I went through. Does anyone else ever considered writing their story?



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