My boyfriend has never had a threesome and he's really into the idea. I'm not super into the idea...I'm not highly attracted to women sexually (although he thinks I am, from hearing about my past experiences with women) and lately I've been struggling with insecurities.
When my boyfriend and I got together, I was an escort. He knew I had full on sex with multiple men on a regular basis...and he accepted it and was nothing but supportive. He had never dated a sex worker before, but he was willing to give it a shot and has never used it to manipulate me or guilt me. (Even though I know he wasn't thrilled.)
i never crossed a boundary with a client, never did anything for free because I enjoyed my time with a client, but I have definitely had wonderful experiences with clients...had orgasms, thought some were hot, etc. So reasonably speaking, I have no reason to be jealous over this.
this month I ended up quitting escorting permanently. I realized after 4 years I am so incredibly burnt out, i would prefer to be broke. I have been starting up my own business now and hopefully it pans out.
Anyways, I feel as though I owe my boyfriend a sexually explorative experience/help him fulfill a fantasy because he was so understanding and supportive when it came to my full service sex work. Despite my feelings of apprehension and jealousy, I think it would be unfair to deny him that all things considering.
Im really looking for a sounding board here,and interested in everyone's opinions. Xoxoxo



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I think no matter what our boyfriends (or later boyfriends) who know what we have done will hold it against us in some way or another. 







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