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    Heya,

    Long time lurker, first time poster and all that.

    I am so, so sorry in advance if this is the wrong place to post or anything. I just feel really messed up, in a very silly way.

    About one year and a half ago, I was in a manipulative relationship with an older guy (I was 1. Pretending it would 'liberate me', he pushed me to do some camming on MFC. I didn't really know, I was very naive, and I did it for a few nights, for a little less than a months. I fully respect sex workers, but I do not think it was for me: I felt tense, ashamed: I barely talked, just posing naked in front of the camera. My ex kept most of the few hundred dollars I made, before I snapped, closed my account and left him.

    I am absolutely terrified of recordings being online. I do not want to be a teacher; I would rather do something low key. I live in a rather liberal place in Europe, and I can't find any recordings if I google the screename i used... But still, it's scary. I am ambitious, I am about to graduate with a bachelor degree from university. Still, it could happen, couldn't it? Would explaining that situation change anything? I wasn't very popular, at all. No one has found out yet, at least that I know of.

    I am sure it has been asked before and I am sorry. I just feel terribly anxious; sometimes as if my whole life has been ruined and that I'll never have a career, but then... Will I have a regular life, with a normal job? Or has everything just gone to shit?

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    Your stuff is most likely out there somewhere, you just haven't found it. Please, go along with your life and don't stress yourself out about it. You chose to put yourself out there nude so if it bites you in the ass (which is absolutely might) deal with that when it's time to cross the bridge. Yes, you could get hired and have a coworker who recognized you. Yes, you could be fired. So what? You did what you did. Can't take it back now. Until then, enjoy your life and stop worrying about it. Why lose sleep over it? You made that bed.




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    Hun there are millions and millions of porn contents onlineb the chances of someone finding you are minimalist compared to the uploads everyday. I cam and make videos some of which I have uploaded to a tube site to gain traffic. The chances are no one is going to find out. Ever. Ever ever. Within a day or 2 the picture or video has vanished into obsolete with all the new content being uploaded.

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    If there are some recordings/photos out there it would take years to find it... if at all. If you take the number of girls camming over the years and the fact that almost 2 billion photos are uploaded EVERY DAY to the Net the chances of someone finding and recognizing you are astronomical. Could it happen? Sure. All you have to do is say....nope not me. And who would confront you? Nothing I can say will stop you from worrying about it. Just put it out of your mind and enjoy your life. Even if they did...who cares. Not like you killed anybody. If you do meet Mr. Right I am sure he would love to see them if in fact they do exist. And please stop apologizing you have done nothing to be sorry for Have fun!

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    What the others girls said: go along with your life, enjoy it and only think positive, don't even think about it. If you stayed so little and wasn't popular chances of being found are around 1%. Forget it! The only problem I would see in this story is that old manipulative guy. But, you didn't make him sound like he tried blackmail or something.

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    I dont wear makeup day to day as the hubbie likes me natural. So almost no-one has seen me in makeup. Just say I wish look at her cheeky bones or something you notice as positive. I look completely different on cam than day to day and I had guys in my area be c2c and I have seen them out and about.

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    Quote Originally Posted by crazygirl1045 View Post
    Heya,

    Long time lurker, first time poster and all that.

    I am so, so sorry in advance if this is the wrong place to post or anything. I just feel really messed up, in a very silly way.

    About one year and a half ago, I was in a manipulative relationship with an older guy (I was 1. Pretending it would 'liberate me', he pushed me to do some camming on MFC. I didn't really know, I was very naive, and I did it for a few nights, for a little less than a months. I fully respect sex workers, but I do not think it was for me: I felt tense, ashamed: I barely talked, just posing naked in front of the camera. My ex kept most of the few hundred dollars I made, before I snapped, closed my account and left him.

    I am absolutely terrified of recordings being online. I do not want to be a teacher; I would rather do something low key. I live in a rather liberal place in Europe, and I can't find any recordings if I google the screename i used... But still, it's scary. I am ambitious, I am about to graduate with a bachelor degree from university. Still, it could happen, couldn't it? Would explaining that situation change anything? I wasn't very popular, at all. No one has found out yet, at least that I know of.

    I am sure it has been asked before and I am sorry. I just feel terribly anxious; sometimes as if my whole life has been ruined and that I'll never have a career, but then... Will I have a regular life, with a normal job? Or has everything just gone to shit?
    If it helps you feel better, you can look at it like this...if your experience on cam was as awkward and unsexy as it sounds (from what you've described), I think guys are more likely to wanna record the girls who are more sexual in public chat...the girls offering cum shows and whatnot. Those seem to be the cam sessions that get recorded and shared online the most.

    Try not to stress yourself out over something that's in the past. You will drive yourself crazy with the constant Googling. And if you do happen to find something, don't try to get it removed on your own. You would contact MFC Model Support (they've been nice and helpful to me) with your model name and the URLs of the videos found, and they do the DMCA takedown thing themselves.
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