Yes. I am starting life over as if I am 18 years old.... I screw myself over by being educationally lazy. I screw myself over by getting into a field I cannot succeed in.
I am not even attractive to make steady money as a stripper but its one of the few passions I have in life. I am too fat.
I have a scholarship full ride now though (cause the military)
I feel pathetic. I am 25 years old (at least I still get ID for alcohol, and I look 20). But still...
I have a Britney Spears 2007 moment every 4 months... Its not healthy either. Shaved my head and all.
I want to be Anna Nicole but I never found my old man.
Gwen Stefani gives me hope. Dying her hair blue and bindi at 30.



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