There is a high chance that I am one. You'd think that camming would be perfect for me because I get more release, but I'm finding that it's been building up my appetite. It hasn't been too bad yet, but I think I hit a low point today.
I got high off of getting off and my guy wasn't up for fucking me. When sex is involved I seem to have more of a conclusion point when his energy goes down. When it's just me getting off there is no real stopping point. Today I was feeling wild and hyper and couldn't keep my mind off of it. Everything was arousing, but I couldn't find full satisfaction. Then I crashed. I've never done drugs, but I think I was riding a really heady endorphin high and I crashed from it. I now feel a little nauseous, have a headache, and feel totally drained both in mind and body. Though I'm still horny I'm holding off.
Do you guys think I'm right about what happened? Do you have any ideas for management and not going overboard and hurting myself mentally or otherwise? What do you do to come off a high? I know of runners and dare devil endorphin highs, but I'm not finding info on dealing with the crashing.



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