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Keep your chin up, OP, you'll make it. I was in a similar situation almost 3 years ago. I made it out, and I'm happy and living on my own.
If you need the money, try and push back your indy shows. Tell your clients that an emergency has come up with your living arrangement and you'll take them the following week. Or, you can simply refund them and tell them to reconnect with you.
If you think you can work while you're with family, just do that. Hustle, pay back your ex, and move on by saving up for your own place. Throw yourself fully into work and save up. Once you're in your new place you'll start to see hope and can get back to work. Hugs.
P.S. Don't worry about potential blackmail. Nothing he/they can do will stop you from moving on and having a great life without him. Having loads of cash in this situation definitely make things easier so I cannot stress this enough. Get a lock on your door, and hustle as much as you can, with no sound so you can have a peace of mind and clear your head alone. You deserve a place of your own to grow and to flourish and heal on your own. The best way to clear your head is to grind and get the hell out of your family's place. You can do it!
Tell your customers that you're currently on vacation for a few weeks with family and that you'll have to type and perform without sound, or be very quiet. Guys love the sneaky angle, it worked for me. I had to stay with relatives for 3 months while my place was getting ready. It's been almost 2 years and I've grown so much. Looking back, it was the best decision I made and you'll think so too. Head down, chin up, hustle!
Believe In Your Brand
thank you,i didn't even think of the no sound suggestion but i remember my first days of camming on a shitty laptop and still at home going to school -I DIDNT USE SOUND. hahaha completely forgot. thanks the lightbulb on the head made me smile. and on the good side too most places i can block the state I am leaving to go 3 the other way.Certain aspects I am relieved as to when a fight would happen I could never work anyway and would just get in trouble when it got closer to bills time it would fly off the handle...but when things were good here I remember that peace and i was able to focus hustle and we were happy. Being told you are lazy when someone emotionally breaks you down and tells you how miserable they are being broke(I just would watch it fly out of the account while working you know...) then goes out and buys you new toys, dinner, tells you how much they appreciate and love you... i don't think any sane person would be able to function regardless of the type of job. Not quite sure what went wrong i think is what has me so torn up and how a downward spiral so quickly happened. So i am most definitly excited to get back to that time of $$$$$$ just in a new chapter thank you <3 your story definitly made me feel not alone
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