I'm just in a really bad place in my life right now. I feel stuck and I don't know how to move forward. I am depressed and I spend literally all of my free time just sitting on my butt on the couch eating and watching TV. It's like I have no energy and no motivation. My house is a fucking mess and I recently gained ten pounds (now 140 and 5'5''.)
I am a LPN and I work at a really really shitty nursing home. Seriously, the conditions are so bad there and I feel like I'm risking my nursing license every time I got to work. On top of that pretty much all of my coworkers dislike me and are aggressively hostile towards me. I don't think they did a background check when they hired me. I've been there for almost two years and I have been unable to get a new job. I think it's because I have an expunged prostitution record. I am not sure if it comes up or not however because healthcare uses the FBI system where they scan your prints.
I am so unhappy with what I do for a living and I do not see a way out. I have a history of depression and I am in therapy and on a lot of medications but it does not help at all. I want to change my life and move forward but I don't know how. It's 4am and I can't sleep. I guess I am just venting but if anybody has any advice that could help I would love to hear it.



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I'm happier than I've ever been in a while from doing these gigs. I'm a lazy ass & if I can make it work then anyone can

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