hey ladies,
im in a drama right now....lol
since my last son was born (1yr old) i dont have some time for me and me alone. so my hubby decided to take my son to his mother 7yrs of passing mass and then take him to his father to have lunch and be with his grand. i dont go there coz i hate his sister as she called me whore and other things when my hubby left his second wife to be with me and told his kids that i was an escort in the past. (very mean). his daughter didnt speak to me for 3 yrs, but now its all good and we go along very well. anyway, i dont forgive hsi sister for what she did and and since she forbbiden me to go to her house, i will never put my feet in it. so my son didnt know his grandfather until his first bday which was last month and i thought that even if he didnt stand by my side at the time and didnt apologize for his daughter of himself, wasnt fair to my son to forbid him to see his grand. so i was ok with the fact that they would stay out all day, but now, i feel i miss my son so much....lol
during the week is crazy, i do stuff all the time and today that i have most of the day just for myself, i feel abondoned. ok, i will work, and thats a good thing to be able to cam without anyone at home and doing stuff when i want, like eating, not worrying abt nothing and etc.
am i being idiot for missing him so much already?

xx