After a year and a half with what I thought was the love of my life, I got dumped. Three days before I move into a new house, a house that was supposed to be for us to have more space and privacy for our family. He took the car, it was his. I kept the lease on the house, it was mine. But I have to make $500 in less than ten days, I'm so depressed I keep going into crying jags, I'm worried about becoming too sad to function. I can't afford to fall apart because I'm a single mom and my six year old is counting on me. I'm without a car, about to be living on my own in a big house and I'm not making money at work because I guess people can pick up on my sadness. I can't help it, I can't seem to block it out and get into 'stripper mode' like I usually do. I really love this guy, I thought there was marriage at the end of the road. I literally never connected with another person like I did him and he decided it wasn't enough.
What do you guys do to recover from a breakup when you have no choice but to go to work? I HAVE to make money and tbh I really don't want to have to rely on more extreme methods like self medicating with anti-anxiety meds or getting really drunk to be able to talk to people without looking upset.
Any and all advice would be welcome.



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