Yes, I am pretty happy that Halloween is coming up. I have a lot planned for October.![]()





Yes, I am pretty happy that Halloween is coming up. I have a lot planned for October.![]()
Wolves may lurk in every guise / Now as then, 'tis simple truth / Sweetest tongue has sharpest tooth.





Totally random but whatever..... I have been LOVING purging myself of material possessions I've had for the last 9 years or so including clothing just sitting & being drug around with me across the country. I'm now finally ridding myself of EVERYTHINGI got some $ for my dvds I never watched, gonna try & sell my ginormous suitcase that barely fits in my trunk & minimize more damn clothing. It's hard but when I realize I don't need much stuff in my life, I'm a lot happier. That def goes for so called "friends" of mine or time wasters in my life I seem to always cross paths with, and those that also are looking to hustle me yuck, BYE bitches! Purging never felt so good
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"Alot of people are afraid to say what they want, that's why they don't get what they want"~ Madonna
"Respect is a dying art"
"Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box"





Y'all check out this new app called SelfishBabe. It kinda looks like an extension of the #BossBabes brand but they arent trying to sell you anything. Maybe she is but its not in your face and really looks like a cool app for motivation, health & wellness, that sort of thing. And its free.www.selfishbabe.com





Me too!!
I'm putting up my decorations today.
*As I'm ignoring the ads on TV for Christmas trees. Ugh!
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I love Halloween too! This is the time of year I break out the cinnamon brooms and watch scary movies non-stop.
You can have everything in life you want, if you will just help enough other people get what they want - Zig Ziglar
"Be thankful for the troubles of your job. They provide about half your income Robert R. Updegraff





I imagine a city like Prague would be amazing this time of year. Sooo many horror films were done there. The Charles Bridge, so pretty and creepy.
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I would love to have some friends who are also camera models, I feel a little isolated. Is this in my mind?





Bah my new modem arrived but doesn’t work yet plus I just got my period and I’m sad it’s oct 3rd and I can’t watch mean girls
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FUCK YEAH finally retired after 6 years dancing!!
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Not at all. It can be totally isolating when you have no real interaction with other people who do the same as you. I've made a lot of cam model friends on Twitter in my RT group and they are such a life saver when I'm having a bad night. I've never met them in person, but it's great just being able to have some friends to talk to when you need it.



Yes!!! Try to find some camgirls to talk to even if just online. I feel pretty lucky in that I do actually have a camgirl friend in real life too but any sort of support helps.
PhatGirlDynomite!! -- you've really made me want to skip over to Prague for a few days, I don't live far away. You're absolutely right, these spooky old European cities look beautiful in fall. I'm loving this season personally, I mean it really makes me feel like I'm ALIVE. Love walking around in a long coat in the rain and feeling mysterious.





What's on my mind?
It's been stated that why men harassed women is about power and overwhelmingly (workplace) upper management is male, so the positions of power are disproportionately occupied by men and the bottom is disproportionately occupied by women.
That's not entirely true. I've seen homeless men harassed women because of their sense of entitlement and toxic masculinity. Women are taught to always be nice and polite at the expense of being treated poorly. Harassment doesn't have to be physically or verbally abusive. It can be very subtle. You know when it happens to you because it doesn't feel good.
LADIES, please look out for yourself. You matter, your voice matters. Your body is not anyone's playground.





The book "The Gift of Fear" arrived.
As i was standing at my car opening it ( pulled it out of my mailbox on the way out somewhere).
I noticed a big black guy walking past me towards my apt. *There are no black people that live in this town.
And all of my neighbors weren't home.
I noticed that he turned to look at me, and slowed down. I thought, " Here we go."
At least can I read the book first, so I'll know what to do if you're here with malicious intent? Lol!
I looked to see which Apt he went into. I'm hoping he was the hermit next door's date.
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Seasonal Affective Disorder is hitting me HARD, already, and its not been fall a fuckin week yet; has me so drained of energy (part of that is probably the cold i am still getting over as well) and lethargic and just completely blase about camming. So.....i wrote out a schedule/goal sheet to stick to and tacked it to the wall behind my laptop so I have to look at it all day to get and keep me on track, using my earnings spreadsheet over the past couple of years to gauge the days that I do best, realistic goals I can reach on those given days and making sure to give myself Wednesdays (my worse day, by a million miles) to rest and/or just create content or just do Indy or take the day off if I feel like it. I figured if I look at that sheet day in and day out it will help me implement it, and if i can implement it and stick to it, it can become habit. Also going to start back in my diet/workout Monday, as I have really just blown it all out of the water over the past couple of months.
I am in love with my husband, it is my refuge, I do not imagine it would be of me without him.


I've taken a long ass hiatus from this site, wow. Have been feverishly reading through this sections threads wondering if camming is for me ( I think so, I've dabbled in enough sex work and have had moderate success) but the privacy, or lack there of is a huge deterrent for me, as well as sites selling yours shows and what not. I'd like to have a career after this.
I have a whole notebook dedicated to how I would be as a cam girl, my goals, and plans. But it just seems like soooooo damn much and I really want this to be be fruitful for me, I definitely think I can be a high earner. I'm studying the girls who bank, or seemingly do, and I understand their techniques.
But I'm haunted by the idea that I'll never be as good. And camming is too much of a risk to be mediocre. Ugh.
Also, wondering why the poster a little above me thinks that seeing a Black man in her neighborhood automatically means that he is inherently dangerous and trying to harm her. Disgusting.
The lack of money is the root of all evil. -Mark Twain





on my mind?
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I've already discussed a long time ago, probably in the ladies only thread that I'm moving BECAUSE there are no black men / people here.
I only date black men.
And in case anyone forgot, my first husband was black.
My neighbors told me that the only black people who come around, are not from here, and have malicious intent.
That the black people HATE white people, and come back for revenge.
This land was taken from blacks in the late 50's, which I only found out after I got out here.
My reaction was, "here we go, because of all the white people to attack, it would figure, ironically that it would be me.
What am I going to say, " Don't kill me, I'm the one who loves black men?"
Last edited by Glamourmilf; 10-04-2018 at 05:54 AM.
Had my account deleted because I just wanted a fresh start. I have enough funds to give myself a month break and work on something else I've been dying to work on but haven't been able to do while camming because I've been so drained emotionally from it. I am going to create a new account at the end of the month-independent not the studio i was with before... and finally take advantage of the new girl status. When I first started last year I had no idea how important that was and I didn't cam a single day on it. I am hoping this break to work on another venture to hopefully add to income will be refreshing enough to feel good about camming again because it's been making me absolutely MISERABLE. My mindset on men is changing and they're starting to disgust me with the number of sick ass men I have coming in my room talking about my BABY instead of me. And not innocent questions like hows baby doing. It's some pretty vile shit and I can't do it anymore right now. I can't hide my disgust with them anymore and my income from cam has plummeted. I am very excited for this time off and I'm hoping it does me some good.
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