I love when people ask me 'what do you do for work?'. I said I'm a webcam model. They go 'what's a webcam model?'.
I tell them I entertain men on the internet for money. Their reaction is priceless.
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Not always related to our work, kind of, but all the hate. That’s what’s on my mind. Twitter, FB, etc it’s just everywhere. I honestly cannot recall such a hateful climate (in my time anyway). I have been working on my social marketing and I’m just like damn everyone hates everyone. Tbh, it drags me down and infuriated me at the same time.





I woke up this morning to find out while I slept someone was stirring up contraversy on Twitter? I mean they put in a lot of work trying to be seen from the looks of it. Meanwhile I was snoring and counting sheep. People don't even know how to talk to each other anymore. Like if it's not confrontatational and on social media, then it doesn't matter. That's crazy and so is yelling at someone in their sleep. LMAO I cannot be that invested.





I wasted $30 dollars last night. Met a guy for wine. He was going to be late. I started with some flatbread & a glass of Pinot Noir. Point is: he just wants to fuck. I could have saved $30 & gas plus time had I went with my gut & stayed the fuck home.
I don't need dick. I need a trustworthy, responsible, & respectful man to share my time with.
BITCH!
Sha










A skype pre-date is not a bad idea, especially now that so many people are meeting online. If he tries to whip his dick out during the "date", then you'll know he lacks self control and just wants to fuck. I haven't been in the dating game for a very long time now but I'm fairly sure people are doing this already with facetime, instalive, fb etc.
Before I got married my pre-date places were book stores and breakfast joints. I noticed that guys who just wanted to hookup aren't trying to go to a book store or meet up first thing on a Saturday morning. But that was my own little test based on my personal requirements. Men who read books and can get their ass up in the morning is my thing.![]()





I've been seeing an Electrical Engineer who owns a home, loves EDM (my fave), & defaults to optimism for about 3 weeks. We had dinner on Wed & I asked him if we could spend more time together. He said he'd love to. So we'll be seeing each other twice a week currently as we live 45 min away from one another; I'll be moving in 3 weeks & we'll be closer, 15 min away.
I like this guy. He's only 33, I'm 41, but he's patient, respectful, & an exceptional conversationalist. I hope things work out. I've been single for 2 years & online dating of & on for 1.5 years. I'm ready to settle down.
Sha








Online dating is an endurance sport. It takes courage & consistency. I've paid for OkCupid, POF, Zoosk, & Tinder. It's of no help. I might be struggling as I'm a mature woman (never had issues until I hit late thirties.)
I would suggest Skype pre-date & meeting for just one drink (a cocktail or coffee) to start. Brief meet & greets save time. Also, if the guy is willing to meet at your preferred location he's polite & the date will usually go well. I keep all meet ups to an hour long. My time is very important. I abohr wasting it.
Sha







So this guy that has ghosted me twice in the past 4 months (first time for 3 months, second time for 3 weeks) texted me out of the blue last night, as he does... Im over it.. He texted me 3 times in 20 minutes, twice on fb, ones on text and I finally responded.. then he asked "Wanna come over and watch a movie?". I was hung up on him for awhile but the second time he ghosted me I was like nahhh... Feels kind of good to turn him down and have a little power in the realtionship(even tho it will never, ever go anywhere) after being the one with no power for so long, if that makes sense lol

scared out of my mind...I need 400 by tomorrow and streamate is slow as hell right now....if I dont get the 400 I'm going to be without power and heat which means I cant really cam sooooo I feel pretty screwed at this point.
I tried to get loans but they wont work because my credit sucks (school loans, medical) annnnd I dont know what to do....

yeah no go on both of them....freakin stressed :/

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Hey are you able to do a payment arrangement? I know im able to forward my current bill to the next month on the occasion i cant pay it. But i had to soeak with my electric company. Most electric companies now days would rather work with you then completely shut off your power.
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Money never comes easy when you need it the most. You gotta do what you gotta do to calm your nerves and then pull a camathon. If they smell angst and desperation they will not spend. Get on cam now and work until those lights get turned off. At least you will have earned as much as you can before they pull the plug.








Try to set up a payment arrangement, or a payment extension. That should buy you some time. I think it usually gives you an extra week? I'm pretty past due with BGE myself, and they haven't cut my shit off yet. I remember reading somewhere that, a while back, during the colder winter months when it's below X degrees, they actually couldn't cut off your heat. But then I read on Facebook that that's not true anymore. I'm not sure.
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Originally Posted by Missbeth
"So this guy that has ghosted me twice in the past 4 months (first time for 3 months, second time for 3 weeks) texted me out of the blue last night, as he does... Im over it.. He texted me 3 times in 20 minutes, twice on fb, ones on text and I finally responded.. then he asked "Wanna come over and watch a movie?". I was hung up on him for awhile but the second time he ghosted me I was like nahhh... Feels kind of good to turn him down and have a little power in the realtionship(even tho it will never, ever go anywhere) after being the one with no power for so long, if that makes sense lol"
I agree with the "he's a fuckboy" and you know your worth; THAT is exciting and empowering. You fucking go girl!!!
Sha
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