Officially starting my one week fasting and surviving on smoothies. That means no tube steak, no Chick Fil A, no Chinese food, no Mexican food, no pasta.
I hope I do okay or else these fuckboys on and off cam are gonna SUFFER![]()





Officially starting my one week fasting and surviving on smoothies. That means no tube steak, no Chick Fil A, no Chinese food, no Mexican food, no pasta.
I hope I do okay or else these fuckboys on and off cam are gonna SUFFER![]()





Dude, that new Beyonce Homecoming was off the Richter Scale. It was a pleasure to hear how much she overcame to get back to the size she wanted to be after pregnancy. She put in work. I know the struggle with a diet eliminating all bread and dairy plus most meat.
And damn, she fine! I mean, she wore the shit outta those fits and walked like a Goddamn queen during her shows.
Major props!!!
Sha





You know what it find ironic? When insecure, biological women call me a "man" then get all twisted in their panties when I call them CUNTS. It's always coming from ugly cunts. If they want name calling, I do that very well. This world is big enough for everybody. Don't start shit then there won't be shit. Do do harm but take no shit is how I operate.
I’m doing some hard comparing myself to others since I’ve been stepping out of my comfort zone and trying new things. I need to stop. It’s tough seeing people sell clip after clip when I’ve been averaging one or two sales a day and scraping by. Somethings gotta give. What the hell is it though?
Xposted from Streamate complaining thread because I’m a goof and it didn’t belong there.





I have not yet watched Homecoming. But I will. I've been too wrapped up in a Game Of Thrones frenzy. Every Sunday it's like I'm watching the Superbowl. I sometimes stand in front of the TV pacing back and forth. I have to be told to sit down every 5 minutes. It's out of control.





^^That show is so intense! I hear you. My daughter is the biggest fan. It's genius really.
Sha





Thanks girl! They can't never take me
I know that looks aren't everything but unattractive people males and females need to know that it would be in their best interest to not comment or police other people's gender.
Also, why is it that the ones that are most bothered by trans people are usually people that have been oppressed, marginalized and discriminated? And still are. Trans people are people too. A lot of people don't get this and it shows.


Omfg. Got ready to stream and then spent damn near 2 hours sitting here half naked with my hair and makeup done trying to figure out wtf was causing my computer to misbehave and run like cold molasses. I think I got it fixed, but now my neighbors are being loud. I need a freaking drink.





Found out tragically I'm allergic to lemongrass essential oil. I dropped 3 drops in a full tub of hot water & this morning woke with itchy welts all over my body.
At first I though: "WTF?! BED BUGS?!" Then realized while in the tub a couple patches on my neck were irritated in the tub.
Sure enough, neck is the worst.
May not be able to cam tomorrow as I look like a lepra. Ugh to infinity & beyond.
Sha





^^Thanks <3 took benadryl & used hydrocortisone plus praying for a miracle. It's pretty bad. I'm definitely allergic to it. *sigh*
Sha


Thanks Miss_ShaShaI was able to work a little today and that helped. The drink sucked though; I’m out of wine and decided to pour some of my cold brew coffee (my other favorite drink) into a cup I’d been using a little earlier. Unfortunately there was still a little juice in there lol. Gross.
Wishing you a whale tooand a speedy recovery from your allergic reaction!





^^Ooohhh no! LOL You're quite welcome & thanks!
Sha





^^Yesssss! Sounds great!
Dude, seriously, online dating apps had, for a bit, ruined my confidence in true connections until today.
About 8 days ago, after an 8 week break, I took a chance & messaged a premium member. He seemed nerdy yet kind. He took it slow. I made all the first moves: gave him my number, called first, scheduled a first date (he agreed to a whole 10 days later).
But he got up the nerve last night to ask me out for lunch today! He was early for lunch, super conversational, & asked if I'd like to play ping pong to which I responded without missing a beat: "Hell yes!"
We had a blast! & increased Saturday's wine date to hiking in the AM at the awesome preserve in the city.
OMG! I had so much fun & we have A LOT in common.
Faith totally restored in online dating.
Sha





^^Yes, Cutie...LOA practice is working. You are right. I have been drawing kind ppl to myself. I have meditated on self-compassion for months. How could I not see it as a manifestation? Thank you. Thank you kindly.
Sha





Watched Sommore stand up, and although she didn't make me laugh uncontrollably, she is funny and quite entertaining.
Sha





It's been terribly slow so I've been popping into some of the top models rooms to check things out. There is a woman who, by societies terrible standards, might be seen as average or less attractive. She's a little overweight, average features, and wears glasses.
Let me say this: she is sexy. She is doing her fucking thing and making money. I LOVE THIS! I'm a huge fan of the underdog as I'm part of that demographic and seeing her get those tips and compliments restores faith in humanity.
GET YOURS GIRL!!!
Sha





Today is one of those cam days where I'm on way too early for a Friday night, but I'm in a party mood, so I'm determined to make the most of it. Instead of playing my usual soft Lo-Fi music that I do, I'm playing progressive house, wearing what I want, and jamming out.
Found a playlist that I used to listen to when I was a baby camgirl, living in my tiny apartment, working late nights and having a vanilla job as well. This shit was so exciting back then, and this playlist is putting me in the best of moods. It may not be a busy shift, but I feel amazing, and just thinking of all these memories makes me realize just how far I've come from those days and its quite something. I'm just so grateful for it all.



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