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That looks really good. I didn't even know they had those there? Panera is my people watching spot. I order the same thing every week. French onion soup and papaya green tea. My husband says their coffee is really good but I'm not a coffee drinker. Are you deserting Starbucks?





I know some of the Indy sites have done this and maybe Cams? And I think Imlive? BoleynModels has done this a few times too. It would be great if more camsites did something like this but I'm sure it would be based on money earned.
I was thinking more of an award ceremony created and operated by cammers. I've seen Twitter give aways but still that wasn't the same thing. I don't have the full capacity or time to get this done on my own, but I'll give it some thought and pass it on.









I'm not camming until 12th and seems like I don't know what to do with my life when I'm not working. So I'm getting my pussy pierced in an hour. Possibly nipples too. Omg omg omg I'm so scared omg.









Hell no. In the hood. I'm scared because im very sensitive down there but I'm even more scared for nipples. Have you had yours pierced? I'm more interested in the pain after. I had belly done ages ago and it hurt for months and I was wondering if it would be the same for nipples since they heal completely in a few months. Genital heals faster and maybe that's why it doesn't scare me so much. Also, I lost weight and my nips are kind of pointed down now so I'm not sure for aesthetics either. But good to know that it's not that painful, thank you.





My nipples hurt a little but it was over so quickly. My brain didn't have enough time to process the pain. A few weeks later I had to go back and have one removed because my body started to reject the jewelry. At least that's what the piercer told me at the time.
Looking back I think it was because I was taking two long showers every day. I was working in two clubs and it was needed. Most likely I wasn't able to heal because it was constantly wet or damp. My septum was probably my most complicated piercing experience to date. I'm sure you'll be fine because it seems that the things I've experienced are atypical. The pain isn't super intense. Just close your eyes and take a deep breath. When it's done you're gonna be like That's It?




My nose rejected the piercing. I've had it done twice and twice rejected. That was the worst for me. Navel hurt for too long. Other than that I had under lip and that was great.
Anyway, I haven't got any now. The piercer I went to didn't know the difference between the hood and the actual clit. She was set to do a Cristina. I didn't want a Cristina but a hood. I say in the hood and she was like yes, in the clit. I left lol. I'm calling another place tomorrow and first thing I ll ask will be if their piercer can make the difference between the hood and the actual clit.





It's so cold, I hate cold weather... makes me tired, sleepy and not myself... All I wanna do is hibernate. #coldhoe #antisocialhoe










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My new obsession: sheet masks for my assIMG_20200108_132748_490.jpg





Waaay back in the day I watched my Mother stash a chocolate bar in the back of the fridge when she thought no one was watching. Me being a chubby chunkster...I was always watching. I figured if she put it in the back then that must mean that was some good ass chocolate. I ate half of it and then went to school. Two hours later she had to come pick me up. You live and you learn.





The day I heard this song was the day I fell in love with Mariah Carey. Butterfly is my favorite album of Mariah. I got misophonia so tone of voice is everything to me. Just because you got a big voice doesn't mean your tone is good.




The farm I board at is having a belated holiday party this Saturday. I really really hope its true that we are going to have a bouncy house out there. I want to be that almost 41 year old laughing my ass off as I bounce around like a 5 year old. I also think it would be really awesome to get a photo of one of my horses in front of it haha. But yah, I also am most excited to over the elephant gift exchange. I got emoji poop slippers and I cant wait to see the reaction of people when its opened. Fingers crossed I get something good hahaha. I am very anti-social, extreme introvert, yada yada but when I'm around my "barn family" its different and I just cant wait to actually do something instead of sitting here on my couch or my bed wishing for the end of the world. I even hired a pet sitter to let the dogs out so I dont have to watch my watch and enjoy the evening bonfire to.





Live your life! #fridaywisdom #wisdom
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I think I'll have Chick Fil A for lunch today because they sent me a reward for chicken nuggets. Why?! Because they just do every once in a while.





I'm traveling right now and waking up this morning was so strange. All I had to do was get myself washed and fed. I didn't have to worry about anyone or anything else. It threw me off a little bit. And I don't have anything else that HAVE to do until tomorrow morning. Should I order Chinese food, take a bubble bath...what? I don't know what to do with myself.
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