If that's what 43 looks like then kill me now.





If that's what 43 looks like then kill me now.





I just pre-purchased movie tickets for The Photograph with Issa Rae. It looks really good too! We're doing a matinee date for vday. I can't stay awake during night time movies plus I think l wanna go to the keys? A Saturday morning drive shouldn't have much traffic. I can't wait until Spring. I'm rambling. ☺️
I’m bored and stripper webs is not live.....well except the cam section! It’s always live
Speaking of valentines- i May try some freestyling hoping some single sugar daddy gone be out looking for me
For sure I’m stocking up on chocolate strawberries and champagne
Has anyone seen that movie escort? It’s staring one of my fav actresses





I need Epsom salt!
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Valentine's Day is my favorite holiday. My Grandpa used to give me flowers and chocolate (in a not creepy way lol) every year when I was a kid. He's been gone for 20 years, but he really taught me that this holiday is about the people you love, even if its not romantically. I hope you all have an awesome Valentine's Day!
"The prize never goes to the fastest guy, it goes to the guy who slows down the least."
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I love Valentine's Day too. Even when I was single I still loved it. I know people like to say it's a commercial holiday but I just ignore it. For me it's a feel good holiday and I love the hot pinks and red colors all over the place.




I've been dealing with a migraine again for the past two days so its messed me up with camming but I'll be back at it tomorrow night. I had hoped to take the dogs out for V day ice cream but my head won and the PSO lines were ringing so I hope I can get them to the ice cream shop tomorrow late morning and then I'll hit the farm in the afternoon.
I'm tempted to stop by Sally's on the way home and pick up some hair color. Not the kill your hair permanent one but the soft like conditioning color.... like pink or purple or something like that. Part of me is starting to hate the wigs. Stupid Fibro and lupus. It is what caused me to shave my head due to the pain I was in. I'm going to keep it short but needed to "start over" and within a year I'll have the style I wanted and can upkeep from there. But like maybe if I just put some extreme color in it and hop on cam... I know I'll lose some regulars but I'm not banking anyways. Sooooooo ugh. I dunno. Not many girls on SM or NF have a shaved head (or they do and wear a wig) so it may be tossing gasoline in to an already open flame of hell.









MY REACTION TO 99% OF FREE CHAT
All of those people sad on Valentine's and holidays for being single, while I wish I was single.
I know some are not like me, I am a solitary person and I like to be with myself. But still, aaahhhh, how would that be to be all alone?
I mean, I may be biased, because it's something I never had. I lived with my parents till 18, then I moved with my bf. I can barely sleep if he is not home, I get scared and panicky, but in the same time, I wanna be alone and work& play on console and never leave the house. Maybe just for gym, nails and wrecking my bank account at sephora. No human interaction.
I think I am crazy lol.
Maintenance finally came and painted my wall so I'm free! No more awkwardly waiting for them while I keep missing shows. I'm ready to collect all the money now.
"The prize never goes to the fastest guy, it goes to the guy who slows down the least."
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Mentally debating with myself if continuing to do custom orders is worth the hassle. And they always seem to be a hassle. The most clingy, needy customers. More than half of my requests are turned down due to them just wanting illegal stuff or violating site TOS. So I'm declining at least 1 a week. What am I getting from responding to these emails? Nothing. Maybe I should stop responding altogether. Then the people who are serious have 20 questions who can't just ask them in 1 message they have to play phone tag with you doing the back and forth game for days before they decide to commit. I don't know anymore.





I respect your opinion. But this thread will not become Camming Sucks Part Two. Nor will it be the place to discuss it. If anyone has a question you can send me a private message. Please be respectful. I was having a lovely day but once again someone who forgot that there's life outside their misery loaded up my inbox.
"The prize never goes to the fastest guy, it goes to the guy who slows down the least."
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Well, since my already tenuous mood was shat on and you can only use this thread if you have something super positive to say, im just going to wish you lovely ladies a Happy Valentines Day and I hope you all kill it. Im going to drown in spaghetti and weed tonight lol. Much love.




Anyone else find cooking therapeutic?
This I have found myself wanting to cook all kinds of dishes![]()





MY REACTION TO 99% OF FREE CHAT





I am pescatarian. I eat seafood but no meat. I just heard that Red Robin has an impossible veggie burger that's supposed to be delicious. Burgers are what I miss most. I'm going to try one tomorrow. So excited!




Tried to color my hair and it didnt take. I'm just beside myself. I should have never shaved off three years worth of hair. Yes the headaches and scalp pain are way way way less but I feel so freaking ugly. I'm already over wearing a wig on cam but unless color took, I just cant and I dont have the money to keep trying brands nor do I want to damage my hair again. Which was also another reason for shaving it all off. It was so damaged from all the box dye and hairdressers had it so screwed that no one could properly fix what the other did without screwing up something else. Ugh.
On the upside, the dogs were super excited to be taken out for ice cream on VDay and my farm pets were happy to see me. They dont care what I look like hahahaha.





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