Until that bidet arrives.
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Until that bidet arrives.
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I just had to call my aunt in complete tears to go online and buy horse grain for me to last for three weeks and she tried to order dog food and chicken feed but it wouldnt let her. I wanted to do a camathon tonight but knowing even what she pre-ordered could be sold out from under me by the time I get to the store she has it set to be picked up in. They dont pull from the floor till you arrive so like someone can come in and just buy it and then when I show up. I'm SOL. So I want to be there like right when they open. Then call the dog vet to see if I can get more pills or if they would maybe even just mail them to me. When I saw the barn owner post that feed stores where cleared out a couple hours ago, that there is a threat of lockdown where I wont even be able to go to the farm and they cleared out a bedroom in their home for everyone to start storing their feed in, I had my first ever full on panic anxiety attack. I have high high high anxiety but this was the first time where I am like I think I need to be medicated. I still cant feel my jowl line and my cheeks still are in and out of numbness. I finally collected my thoughts. I'm just alone and scared. I'm not scared of the virus. I'm scared of the people and the economy and I wish I had family in this state. Heck I wish I had a friend that was just right up the road but I dont. Maybe I'll hop on tonight. I dunno. I cant stop hyperventilating. She says I am not allowed to pay her back but come Christmas time, she will be! You cant say no to Christmas gifts valued at what you spent on me tonight.





Ladies, a peri bottle works pretty well if you don't have a bidet.




I'm not sure. It would depend on the level of lockdown. Some say you would only be able to go to the grocery store or hospitals. That's it. Or it could be more lax. I have a couple sick chickens to and the thought of having to potentially leave them is killing me. The barn owner lives on property so they would be fed and watered but I make my own meds. I can't make enough or store enough for a lockdown out there or expect them to be on the ball with their treatment during this crisis. I want to think I'm over reacting and I'll still be able to drive over my usual days to care and clean but I dont know anymore. I just hold hope we all make it through this. My PSO lines have been dead. My indy lines to. I'm just hoping people are still adjusting and in a day or two will be back in business.





Aldine ISD seems to be the slowest school district in America to react to change. They finally sent out an email that the original “spring break extension” will no longer end on March 23rd but on April 13th. Meanwhile that was the first out-of-school timeline that I heard other states had immediately given parents.
My electric company sent a friendly “we’re worried about our customers” email yesterday. This was after emailing me to let me know that my debit card had been declined when they tried to take the money out for my bill. So many people are running around making generalized statements about how this or that won’t be considered overdue.......yeah. I’m not about to play with these companies because you think “they” are offering extensions right now. I guess it was just ironic timing, needing to update my debit card info for my electric bill showed me firsthand that, yeah, bills resume as usual. At least I never doubted that.
First day of class resumed amidst all of the widespread panic. Never received so much homework in my life.
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I am so happy and thankful that all the stores in my town are open especially Starbucks because God knows I need Starbucks.
Times like these can be so introspective and reflective... I am so much more mindful!
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Have high respects for those working through this virus and keeping some of these sources open.









Let em come. It won't matter. They'll start fading away throughout the entire process. Those who make it passed the sign up stage.. many of them won't know what to do when they go live. Hell, some won't even be able to tell if they're live or not. And just wait until they realize that simply showing up and going live isn't gonna be enough.
Feetzluva2020: Feet bb let me see those toes
FootBB: Uhm okay, here ya go!
Feetzluva2020: Ohhh BB, I just came BB. I wish I could suck my cum off your toes.
FootBB: HAS DISCONNECTED FROM CHAT.
I'm not worried about them. For those that do make it through the gauntlet... BRING IT ON! The competition makes me grind even harder.




Men should not be allowed to write up scripts for custom orders when they are horny (just saying)
I feel like I have 50 million scenes in 15 minute custom. (I am having a moment)
"The prize never goes to the fastest guy, it goes to the guy who slows down the least."
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Hey you guys want to hear something nice instead? My dog turned 16 this Sunday! He's such a good dude, he went on vacation with me 3 years ago and people were like "Oh my dachshund died at 13" Don't put that on my boy! He's my old man and he is great.
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"The prize never goes to the fastest guy, it goes to the guy who slows down the least."
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Today I'm checking on all my elderly clients to see if they need help buying groceries because isolation can lead to depression.
Got a craving for banana and strawberries and thank the Lord Publix has them. Strawberries are 2 for $5!
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Spent over 3 hours trying to get a hold of customer service at Netflix. My account got hacked this morning.
God bless their souls they must be bombarded.
Lesson learned turn on 2 factor authentication and sign out when not using the account.
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So nervous to get on cam tonight since I haven't been online since Saturday night. So much has changed since then. I wonder if people will think my rates are too high in times like these (9.99/11.99)![]()









cAN aMODeratOR pLEAse bAN THe trOLLS? WTF do you think I've been doing for the past 48 hours????
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So if you guys remember I had to shave my head to start over due to health issues. Anyways, I can not stand the color of my hair and I need to go back to black, like bad. My hair is having a hard time holding non permanent color though and before I run out and buy some box dye and destroy my hair all over again........ what can you recommend to darken my hair naturally?





And just that fast my entire life has turned into 578 homework assignments. It's all I ever have time to do anymore![]()
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