I just want to make what I need and bounce today. Tomorrow starts another week.
I just want to make what I need and bounce today. Tomorrow starts another week.
I need $47. Then I can go have a life for the rest of the day. I have a feeling it's going to be a Longgggggggggggg day. I'm also feeling a great big fuck it coming on.





I had my first SPH customer yesterday. Thank god I watched some SPH clips or I would've had no freaking clue what to say! lol





While out for a drive today, I found this lovely church. It was off the beaten path. ( This photo is not the actual church, but one like it).
The grounds were beautiful.
Nobody was around, so I just sat for a while and enjoyed the peace and quiet.
After a hectic week, it was just what I needed.
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Can't I just make thousands and retire? So over this shit.





Yeah, any money I actually make on ImLive isn't from anyone who follows me on Twitter, and I'm getting sick of posting the same tired "I'm online!" tweet. Lol. Just like all those times I've tweeted about DreamLover, and I never once got any texts on there. The app is just sitting there on my cell phone. On Twitter I just get the occasional message from a former MFC reg saying hi and asking how I'm doing. And I get the occasional weirdo who will 'like' one of my "I'm online!" posts from like several days ago. Haha. I think some people are curious when I'm gonna come back to MFC for the hundredth time, and they don't feel like seeing me on a pay-per-minute site.
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Here I have been in a tizzy about August and September being slow as fuck,... woe is me .. my world is ending.. TBH>??? the amount of money I made in August and September is equivalent to the yesteryears of my best month of December!.. I used to think omg December rocks I made that much.. currently I am making that amount in the slowest months now.. wow.. it's all about perception.. I encourage anyone to take a look back at the last few years and if you are making more now on your slow months you are doing much better.. get positive if you can.
I need a schedule!
So, most of my income is from clips (say apr. $3000/month)
I spend about 3 to 4 hours a day filming and editing new content. Uploading a clip daily also takes 30 minutes.
BUT, I want to reach the $4000 goal soon. I think the only way to do that is to spend some time on cam again,
I'm thinking if 2.5 to 3 hours daily would be enough?
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I'm in hormone hell right now, but what's on my mind is guys are in really high positions of power and make more $$ than women overall and I'm just over here like how tf is that???? They can't even read a profile, they think their dick is so important they can't function until someone pays attention to it. Find photos? OMFG - I'm asking too much of them in their weak state.
This isn't even on a professional level. Guys IRL have been showing me the same. I'm like- you are a manager at a company. How can that even be???





I am sooo tired but I have to mail a guitar and a laptop today, that I sold on ebay. The guitar box is gigantic, and I bought the wrong size box for the laptop so now I have to get a new one. Then wait in line at the post office.
And I need to cam tonight.
Gahhh I just want sleep!!





OMG, this 30-minute walk to/from work 5 days a week is tough. I deserve some mothafuckin' fudge brownies!!!
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Tonight is good so far on cam but I REALLY just want to make food and finish watching Luke Cage.




Animal cruelty, that has been on my mind all day, I don't know what to do. Anyone who has read some of my other posts knows I live on a mobile home park with awful neighbors on one side well today they outdid themselves big time. They have a regular farm in their caravan including ducklings, a snake and an absolutely gorgeous but HUGE Rottweiler.
Well today they left as they always do and their rottie barked all day in a panicked way because they left no windows open and as we found out no food or water for her for over 12 hours. I called security who has master keys and they 'rescued' her but did not have a word with the owners. I'm fuming.
Is it the right thing to do to report these monsters to the RSPCA (I'm in England) to come and investigate I'm really worried about her and their treatment of all their pets if I'm honest, a caravan isn't the place to have all these animals and six humans as far as I'm concerned.
Very worried and upset to see animals suffering.
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Why are guys so obsessed with girls keeping a set schedule? I get that they want to spend money on their favorite girl but it's like okay, do you plan when you are going to be horny?
I feel like it's just another way for the guys to have ultimate control over us. The guys expect a regular schedule, and the girls are told they need to keep one if they are to be successful. Isn't one of the perks of this job suppposed to be scheduling flexibility?
Every time I go to log off they pressure me into coming up with some sort of answer as to when I'll be back on, then get bent out of shape if I don't log in. I feel smothered, like I'm dating a bunch of guys with zero chill. Can't we just keep it casual?





I felt the same way when I was on MFC. I think the guys on there are the most clingy, never-satisfied mothafuckas of all. You can suggest they utilize different things (such as adding you to their faves and signing up for e-mail notifications, and following you on Twitter), but they're too lazy to do any of that. Always with the questions..."When will you be back on again?" I swear, each night I logged off feeling drained after only 2-3 hours of broadcasting on that site.
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I was so tired, that when I ordered a Starbucks coffee, and they asked my name(: to put on my cup), I accidentally said my cam name. Omg! Lol!![]()
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