







Putting this picture on my motivation board and looking at it every single day to remind myself to work my ass off to buy this dream piece of class I've been wanting for sooooooo long!
64 K here in Brazil what means around 19 K USD so hell yeah, I'm gonna have to work my lil butt off! LOL
Thanks to indy camming this is finally a close goal now!
Let's doooo itttttt



Is the daytona one? Usually daytonas are most expensive but maaaaan, what an beautiful addiction right? Hahaha! I am not very much into jewelry and watches but I am dreaming with this one for a looong time! You guys are lucky for them to be way more afordable in the states!![]()





I don't remember it was black and had diamonds with an opal face I think? maybe I can find a pic.. ok I couldn't find the one I described but I like this one!.. it's $40000... why can't I have more poor taste!
https://www.worldsbest.com/watches/1...e1WhoCVSzw_wcB











What's on my mind...This song...All the fucking day.
PS: Yeah Cindy...Hell yeah...it does!! Changes E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!
LMAO
Sooooo annoying. I think they think their tips entitle them to a show + personal time. It seems to be truly successful in this biz, girls have to set and stick to a schedule, be active on social media, and sell clips and videos - in other words, be available in one way or another most of the time. This really seems like a lot to ask! Trying to strike a balance beteen giving the customer what they want and setting personal boundaries is tough. I'm going to try out some different things and hopefully I can find some sort of happy medium so I'm not tearing my hair out, but I feel totally smothered ATM.





I had a customer on SM yesterday who was doing cam 2 cam, and I can't get the visual of him cumming out of my head. It was like... explosive. And he didn't use his hands, he just kind of laid there.
*scarred for life* X_X
I was going to write some whining, complaining thoughts. But, I am going to fight that urge. Sure, today was kinda shitty, in fact this week hasn't been so great and I'm thinking I'm going to need another job. However, there's this other voice that tells me to hang on, it's not the end of the world and that I will have a great streak of days where it will all make up for the slow ones. That everyday is a miracle because the universe has my back no matter what and that there will always be some way, some whale or whales that I will be lucky enough to attract.
Just keep working and staying strong in positivity that's all we can do. By whining and focusing on the negative or slowness, is just digging a bigger pit. I don't want to quit. There is so much potential. So much opportunity. Quitting, although there is nothing wrong with it, is not an option right now because I haven't tried hard enough yet. Once I really make myself put in some good hours, things will turn around. I hope for those of you feeling like me also get something positive from my words.
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Just to add to this great eloquence you have posted. It is important to remember, that even though we are working towards our future goals which may not be cam related. It's important to understand that the time will come to you at the right exact moment that will happen. As long as you continue to work towards it.. work hard , keeping that goal in your mind over and over again. It's the reason you wake up. Do not get discouraged it has not happened yet. It's just not the right time yet.. I have to remind myself of this almost DAILY!
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What's on my mind - Fuck Hurricane Matthew!! First I had major surgery last month - couldn't cam. Had a death in the family a few weeks ago - Didn't feel like camming. And now this stupid storm - can't cam because I had to evacuate further inland and the internet sucks here. I'm very discouraged. Worried about losing everything right now, home includedIt feels like I have a lot going against me right now. I desperately need to start making money again. Sorry for the vent!





I've been camming since like 2010 and there's been multiple times where for whatever reasons I just was not.making.money. and I was sure that it was the end of the road for me. But it's always picked back up, I think it's just the nature of the business. It ebbs and flows.
Hyori, I exactly had the same toughts, in the past few weeks. Really. Aint wanna say the reasons ... I wrote a post about negative stuff: what irritating me more and more... I just deleted.
in the end, I got this conclusion too:
"That everyday is a miracle because the universe has my back no matter what and that there will always be some way, some whale or whales that I will be lucky enough to attract."
Tnx for the post.
I have a very strong burnout in these days, but anyway...
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I'm in such a fucking foul mood today! Starbucks didn't help, a whole box of delicious fried chicken from Publix didn't help, two piece of cheesecake didn't help. Nothing seems to shake it. Please come soon Jesus and take it from me!
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