




^Heck, I should have kicked the bucket 20 years ago then.





I love this rug. It really brightens up my apartment.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B077Y9YKBK...CX2HFZ9JJ69S0B





I have this weird psychic link thing that happens with my customers where whenever one that I haven't seen in a long time randomly pops into my head they will always show up and spend the next time I'm streaming.





I hate paying bills. I mean, I'm grateful to be able to pay them but sometimes I get soooo offended! They're so unnecessary and rude.





One of my Reborn dolls just started giggling out of nowhere, and I am several feet away and have not squeezed their chest or anything. What the fuck...
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I was going to do a diamond painting but they are so tedious. The one I got is candy land and gave it to my mom. She loves it. Hours of it.
There is a last supper diamond painting and ofc my mom wants it. She says “I want to do Jesus” lol then says not like that. Lolol no one was thinking “like that”
She does think about sex all the time since dementia. She is always thinking her liking Something has to do w sex.
The funniest was When I gave my Mom the diamond painting I accidentally put the directions for a sex doll in there. I thought it was the key for the diamonds and numbers. I didn’t look at it. I totally blamed china. This sex doll is made of 100%….. I snatched that so quick. Not guilty at all.
Diamond paintings are cool. I sat there for a cpl hours helping her w the tedious project and only got a one inch tall/wide section done
This will make her feel so good
I’m going to go find Jesus now.![]()
I’ll find him and she can do him. I let her do him alone
So kinky lol![]()
Dolls scare me.
My brother had pointed out their eyes follow me. I was alone one day and took all those dolls in the woods and beat them headless w a baseball bat.
we were renting a little trailer that had furnishings and a cabinet of porcelain dolls was there.
it has been a joke don’t look at me wrong or I’ll beat your head In lol
Talking is a whole other level. I’d probably never go back in that house again. Lol set that bitch on fire





^^^My sister scared me when I was little by telling me that black magic was what troll dolls' eye pupils were made of. Creativity on point lol.
ETA your post reminded me of a meme and I found it:
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^^^^^ nope lol hell no no no no





I'm gonna have to open up the dolls (I've never done that before) to find where their giggle box's battery is, and take it out and replace it. I'm glad that they're at least not giggling in the middle of the night while I'm sleeping or something. LOL.
Back in the 80s my grandmom had something called a three-faced doll (Yes, the face actually moved and changed to a different face), and it was terrifying. When I used to act up, she'd be like "You want me to go get the three-faced doll???" Lol.
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Hey guys, maybe I'm missing the thread but I cant find anything for "mortgage". I'm filling out an application as we speak and going to put "sales/customer service/online marketing".
Whe asked, what type of sales though.... what do you guys say? He will be calling me to go over the application and I just dont want to fall over my words.
I am putting that I have been self employeed in that area for 20 years and will be using bank statements to verify income. I'm just stuck on "what do you do for a living" that has my anxiety flowing.
I do webcam and phone sex. That is all I do.




Is this the thread you were looking for
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sh...ht=home+buying




Hello everyone! I wanted to reintroduce myself and update everyone! So I spent 5 years building my cam career, I was in a comfortable space relying only on cam income. Then I went to the BBW Awards in Vegas 2019 (I was nominated but didn't win lol) and met a man who made me feel like Cinderella. He convinced me to quit drinking, move to Fresno with him and ultimately talked me into retiring from camming. I read all the horror stories but I was in LOVE! So I did the dumb. I went against everything I knew and closed all my accounts. He even convinced me to close my Instagram account with 75,000 followers! I wanted to give my followers a chance to migrate to my personal non adult account but he just wasn't having it. Jealous much? So 2 weeks after I burned all my camming bridges, my white knight turned into Mr. Hyde and kicked me out of his house with $8 to my name. I moved to the pacific northwest as it was the only place I had a support system left. (Family outcast due to previous adult work and some gross men in my family who don't understand boundaries!) I got my old vanilla job back which is now a work from home job due to the pandemic, and after moving 4 times in one year I finally rebuilt. I live in a 1 bedroom duplex with a yard and laundry room and 1 car garage. I have a pug now named Frank and we are in search of finding him an english bulldog rescue sister. I made enough money to reinvest in all the toys (podcast equipment, Gopro, new Asus Zenbook, Galaxy S22 ultra). None of these were purchased with camming in mind really, I am the queen of side hustles and I have a lot of other creative ideas I want to pursue as well. Also when I moved here, I actually met with a longtime client who'd found me on social media and we've been together over 2 years now. Polyamorous relationship, wonderful man, healthiest relationship of my life, completely supportive of my autonomy and whatever I want to do in life. The last few years has been a long healing journey. I love myself now. I also miss camming! I miss how much fun I used to have, I miss the attention! So here I am! Setting up the things, rebuilding my bridges, and excited to cam again more for the fun of it than the paycheck (but the extra $$$ is nice too don't get me wrong!). The hardest part for me before was NEEDING the money - but I have a day job now that covers me. I have health insurance. I'm excited to see what it's like jumping back in with 5 years experience but a fresh start! I have been poking around the forums a bit, lurking on the old sites a bit, getting a feel for how the industry has shifted. I still have 2 of my old logitech c920's and I have no idea if that's still the standard or not. I had it in my head I would use the new gopro but apparently it's not friends with Windows 11 yet. Anyways, I love this community and it was such a huge part of any success I had back in the day and I'm excited to be part of it again! Any thoughts, advice, I-told-you-so's, or anecdotes are appreciated!




Welcome back!
C920's will still do if they are in good working condition. Give it a go and see what happens!
As far as webcams c922 has a great lighting sensor. I use the logitech brio- I love it for the most part but I had to really fine tune the settings- turning out auto exposure. I still use the c922 to stream on another site.
Can you rollback on Windows 11? It might help- that way you could use your GoPro.




Yeah, dolls are too freaky to have around.
I won 4 tickets to see "Annabelle Comes Home."
Only 1 of my friends wanted to attend ( she likes anything crime related).
The others were too creeped out.
I tried giving the 2 other tickets away at the theater to people that were coming out of other movies.
Nobody wanted to see it, because they were scared. Okay.
When my Mom had advanced stages of Alzheimer's, someone gave her a life sized doll, and told her it was me because I lived far away. She would talk to it, and sleep with it. I guess if that's what made her happy, then so be it.
I wouldn't like it, but then again, I don't have Alzheimer's. Not yet anyway.
God rest her soul.





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So I'm in the kitchen cutting up a whole chicken with my niece sitting on the counter. She's very interested in becoming a cook therefore she's my resident sous-chef and I asked her to hand me a knife. This girl handed me a butter knife and I was like "No baby, that's a butter knife and I can't do nothing with that!". As she's handing me a sharper knife she goes "Auntie, what are butter knives even for?"
Y'all I was dumbfounded! I could not give her an immediate response because I was STUCK! But then her little sister goes "uhmmmmm, it's for butterrrrr?", and leaves the kitchen giving us all the side eye. She is 7 years old and I'm about to call the state to come collect her little butt.




Thank You. That's so kind of you.
Your Mom likes the doll too?
I guess there's something about it that is comforting in some way.
My Dad had Alzheimer's too, but he had the kind that made him comotose.
It's definitely one of the worst ways to see your parents die, that's for sure.
My Dad died on my birthday, which is coming up the first week of May.
Double wammie.
I would give anything to have them both here again ( in perfect health, of course).





Alzheimer's is one of the hardest things in life, both for our loved ones and us. We never get over their loss. I still talk to my mom and dad every day. I feel like they are listening, but even if they're not it's still a comfort.
Going through that twice must have taken a huge toll on you.
I'm sure your dad would want you to be happy on your birthday and celebrate the precious memories you have of him.
My dad didn't have Alzheimer's. He had other issues that took his life. He was the most gentle, easy going man you would ever meet. Everyone loved him.
My mom loved her doll and she also loved watching birds with me. It made her face light up. Another sweet memory is when I went with her to a senior party. They started playing old fashioned marching songs. "When the Saints start marching in". She got up and pulled me up and said "Let's March!"





A client at my high paying job tipped me really well today
I have so much and incredibly blessed so I feel a lot of times I should be more gracious, less defensive and reactive. I can get condescendingly mean. So point is, I should really be less of a cunt. This won't happen overnight because I'm so accustomed to being this way but do I really wanted to change though? Lmao




I’m so pissed right now! Tired of shitty websites that strip everything from models and continue to abuse their power and everybody acts like that’s super cool and in their right. Ignore me!
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