I auditioned tonight. they put me on stage and i was stiff, awkward, and uncomfortable. When i had to take off my shirt i kept covering my boobs and trying not to make eye contact. i heard people laughing and saying i looked dumb. a guy came to tip me and i leaned down on the stage and he didn't move or anything, and i told him, " i don't know what to do." i kept doing the same repetitive twirl and shake. i felt like dying i was so embarrassed. he gave me a dolor and the manager cut the second song down by 2 minutes. he told me i was too shy and he wasn't looking for that i needed experience and to try out a small club. i feel so down on myself i don't think i want to do that ever again.



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I was so upset after I almost left and gave up on stripping but I went out and talked to one guy ended up getting the first CR of the night...


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