Well I've been seeing this girl for a few months now. I am unhappily married and in my late 30's and she is in her mid 20's. We met through an agency but we hit it off so well right away so she gave me her personal number to reach her. We meet up several times a week now and she stopped asking for money a couple weeks ago. Actually, she told me I didn't have to pay her anymore because she liked seeing me but I still do sometimes just because she turns down clients to see me and i think it's making problems with her and her agency. We have spent the entire day and even overnight together on several occasions. We both have said that we have feelings for each other and chat on phone and text daily. Well as an escort she was by the book with me at first it was always covered BJ'S and covered sex and at first she was limited in what positions she would do. See I'm not a small guy but not exactly a porn star either but she is very petite and wouldn't ride me at first because she said I was too big after she tried it so it was always missionary and doggy which was great but I had told her I liked a girl on top. Well here recently after we confessed we were falling for each other she opened up a lot to me, she said she wanted what we had to be different then with her "clients". Sex now is different, far more passionate and she doesn't hold back. Well recently we were making out and when she went down on me she didn't go grabbing for a condom first which was a big surprise since she had always used one even for that. Then she asked if I would have sex with her without one. Now ok my mind was like "nooooo you can't do this" but of course my little head was wanting to. I told her I didn't think it was a good idea but she told me she really wanted to with me and it was something she had only done with her ex husband and an ex bf and she was on BC. Now I don't know how true all that was but seeing how careful she was up to that point and the feelings I have for her I couldn't resist. She even climbed on top of me and rode me really for the first time just because she knew I wanted that. Since then we are still having sex the same way, just as passionate and bare and we talk for hours about everything! She has told me if I ever leave my wife she would quit escorting and would be faithful to just me. I want to believe her and I want to be with her. She was an escort when I met her and I was a client so who am I to judge her, I don't.
Is it possible though for a working girl to leave this life and settle down? I want to believe we can have a normal life together but I'm terrified one of us, probably me, is going to get hurt. The reason i saw an escort in the beginning was to avoid an emotional attachment that would come along with an affair but here we are now in that same situatiin i feared. Has anybody else here had this experience before? I've known guys who have met strippers and are now very happily married after the girls left that life behind but not an escort. Now I feel that I'm in love with this girl and want to be with her. Anyone have advise for me?


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