
Originally Posted by
DahliaSimone
Hey ya'll, new around here, although I have been lurking and reading for a long long time...I'm a trans girl from Kentucky, been camming for a little over a year or so, just wanted to share how it has helped me beyond financially....a month ago, this weekend, my fiancee, the love of my life, was murdered while at a party (he was tied up, strangled, put into a truck-toolbox and dumped into the river)...he was my soulmate and this has been the darkest most inexplicably lonely and horrific time of my life....most days I just cry in a pile on the floor and have no idea how I am going to be able to move on with my life...I tend to be an intensely private person, I cant bring myself to talk to people or ever really go out in public...but....I have been trying to get back into throwing myself into camming and it has been the BEST therapy I could ask for. I still am not able to broadcast for a couple of hours at a time, but during that time its a welcome distraction and a glimmer of hope....there's a lot to be said to be able to forget things, and be able to at least pretend things are normal, in front of a bunch of men who dont know or judge you....camming has, literally, saved my life and I hope it will continue to be an escape for me as I throw myself into my work. Has anyone else used camming as a sort of therapy or escape? Just curious if I am the only one utilizing it this way. I don't know if this topic is appropriate or not, if it's not, I'm really sorry. I just....kind of wanted to share my experience and...I don't know, TALK to someone who's not a guy trying to see me naked....
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