So I want to start off by saying I am not one to cause or take part in drama. Technically this may seem dramatic to post this, but it is such a unique situation that only you girls will understand and maybe offer some advice.
So while I was working tonight, I was minding my own business and more than 1 visitor to my room let me know one of the model's who I will not mention in my category was talking shit about me.
I brushed the first customer off, because I had never encountered that before since I have started camming, nor have I ever talked badly about any other model. I believe we are all in the same boat, and we are all beautiful in our own unique way. I also don't get caught up in, watch, or care about other models honestly. I am there to work and make money, not worry about anyone else.
So when the 3rd customer came in talking about it, I had to check. Low and behold, right when I entered her room she was mid sentence talking shit, talking about her placement, how she can easliy be the top model, is the hottest. I took a short break and watched for about 5 more minutes.
She was making fun of other models almost the whole time.
What adds insult to injury is that we are talking about the transgender / transexual category. Obviously there are going to be varying degrees of the women there in pre, early, mid, and late transition. So not everyone fits a mold, and not everyone is done with their femenization. Whether that means cosmetic surgery, facial hair removal, hormonal femenization, breast growth, makeup application / techniques, etc. ALOT of work goes into almost everyone's transition, emotionally, mentally, physically, financially. It is a tough, long, lonely, sad, stressful, road that leads many into unfortunate situations, abusive relationships, drug use, rejection from family and friends, homelessness, poverty, drug use, "survival sex work", HIV/ AIDS, mental issues, health problems, suicide, not to mention the general "Heir" cisgender usually have around us. Which usually means NEVER fully feeling comfortable in public, being stared at / laughed at/ talked about everywhere we go, enduring being treated differently, unfairly, abused, sexually assaulted, murdered, physically attacked, facing housing discrimination, we even face discrimination in Hospitals and by the medical community during emergency situations.
The horrors go on and on. I could list things all freaking day.
So, I have a huge problem with someone making fun of me and other trans women who are obviously going through enough already without the added insults of some nasty girl who feels she is better than others for whatever reason.
As much as I hate to admit it, it affected my performance for the rest of the night. I felt uncomfortable, in the back of my mind wondering if she was watching me.
So as I'm sure as most of you feel, once you fuck with my money it's on.
What would you do ? Have you been in this situation before? What should I do?



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