Have you ever dealt with people telling you "You're so pretty no one deserves to see your body you're too good for that" blah blah blah. But, um, shouldn't sex workers be gorgeous? To be honest it still doesnt sit *too* well with me that guys that hound me for my number will now be able to see me naked but they are paying. They are advancing me.
So I've been working lame rat race jobs through college (aside from PSO work). But what ive noticed over the years is that I don't meet women of my caliber in rat race jobs, even if they too are in college or just need a job. I dont meet women that are beautiful, motivated and are determined to better their lives. i think they decided not to waste thier time. I began to notice that sex workers were some of the most beautiful women I've ever seen. I'm beginning to feel that many beautiful motivated women who aren't born rich dabble in sex work to advance themselves.
I just got hired at my first exotic dancer job and I start this weekend bc I've decided I'm done making $11/hr and sitting at a cubicle all day or serving tables and cleaning up peoples snot rags. I only live once and I often feel so sad bc I can't do any of the things my soul yearns for bc I never have money. I'm fed up. I've never been so excited to be an exotic dancer and experiment with cams and start LIVING.
Did any of you ladies struggle in the beginning with thoughts of being too good for sex work or too good for the rat race lifestyle?



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