Just hoping for a little validation/understanding/venting here. Anyone else find themselves to be quite the workaholic? Idk if I should feel bad about it or feel happy that I am making things happen.
I cam a few days a week, film on the other days (write, film, direct, produce, edit, publish, everything.. am managing 4 stores and filming with multiple people on a regular basis,) I do kik sessions on my phone throughout the day, stay up on social media for work, blog, do promo, network, I run a community group in my city, am in two serious relationships and randomly dating people here and there (who I almost regret ever hanging out with cuz there's just not room for anything regular) and have a dog and have mental illness like WHAT am I doing seriously lol...
But.. I think stacking up my schedule is the only way I can survive... I guess I just feel weird/guilty not having time for friends... My friends are the people I work with and am in relationships with and then the few people who are living their own lives and we get together a few x a month and have a steady, powerful, understanding connection. Idk how to deal with the fact of all the friends I am only moderately close to or have grown apart from or acquaintances or meeting new people who ask me week after week to hang out and it's literally always "well I have 5 shoots in the next 10 days, editing and camming on the other days, this meeting then this meeting then a chill day..." I honestly don't have time for anyone who doesn't fit in with my goals right now. Just...hanging out? Am I alone here in feeling like I just can't fathom having time for that?! lol... Maybe it's just weird thinking I have to put limits and boundaries on something like friendship?
Idk. Can anyone else relate?!



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