I was scheduled to get them months ago, but didn't. Mostly because I was afraid of dying from the anesthesia or something terrible happening.
I struggle with depression, anxiety, OCD, and PTSD, even paranoid thoughts all the time. I had a very traumatic childhood and adolescence that has affected me for life. My boyfriend said I should not get them because of the way I am.
I am not sure if I should or not really. I would work on my mental health some, but nothing seems to help me. I am resistant to medication. Talk therapy does not help either.
Basically my boyfriend was saying that with how crazy I am, I should not get them. But at least I would be crazy with boobs. I really want boobs on the beach for at least one summer.
If you had as many mental health problems as me, would you still get them?
In all honesty, I just want to be normal. I have been thinking about ECT because some people say a side effect is losing memories. I wonder if I would feel like a brand new person and forget who I am if I were to get it. It is used for treatment resistant depression after all, so I would definitely qualify. Or maybe it will have the opposite effect and put me in more of a fog.![]()



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