So I danced for 2 years and I took a 2 year break because I had a pill problem. I had this problem before dancing though and it obviously made it worse. I made very good money dancing and I loved it so much. Well when I moved home to get better the rule was that I can't dance so I quit. I got a desk job making what I make in 2 nights in 2 weeks now & I'm so miserable. I auditioned the other night and I felt new so I posted in newbie board lol I'm new to this site. Anyways I told my family I want to go back & I'm basically told nobody will help watch my kids or help so I can work they think I'll do drugs. I'm in a good place in life I felt so happy auditioning, I got a job at the top club in my state it was the best feeling. I'm a fucking adult & I'm living check to check I never see my kids and I'm always broke n exhausted to do much on weekends from working n driving to daycares n school etc all week its depressing me. I always loved to dance I was in classes at 5 years old but everyone is making me feel like I'm a bad person for doing this. I'm thinking about staying at a friends for a month until I have enough for an apartment but I'm if I'm doing the right thing. I just want to be happy and be able to give to my kids a good life, I'm 24 & a single pareny i want to save fix my credit, live in a beautiful home etc I have so many goals I can't do making such shit money trying to get ppl to pay fucking bills. Need advice!


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