Hello Ladies, I will make this as brief as I can. I don't have anywhere else to turn. I have a vanilla job and I do cam/PSO work on the side every now and then. My vanilla job takes up all of my time. I work for largest software, app development, IOS provider (keeping it there) and I make 32,000 a year. I used to make 6 figures and now I make this. I get harassed daily (along with a few coworkers by an overbearing manager), I HATE my job and have been looking for many others but can't find anything over $16.00 an hour to pay my rent and bills....
Anyway I am majorly depressed, when at work and the phone rings, my heart races, I am always shaking, I drink every single day, I barely eat and I am so unhappy with this job. I was admitted to the emergency room and to spend the night in the hospital last year because of it and I've tried thinking "positive" and praying. I am a go-getter, served in the military and all...I have sought every job source and resource possible and I feel hopeless. I just came out of a depression and don't need another one. I even thought about dropping a weight on my hand to break it just to get out of work (yeah I am going fucking crazy). I dream about this company and my manager yelling at me, I've even wet the bed a few times. I am tightly wound up and feel hopeless.
Would quitting and going PSO/Cam full time be wise? I feel like I don't know how to make a decision. As a grown woman I feel stuck, hurt, angry, anxious and depressed. I just wanted and needed to vent. HR is not an option...tried all of that. Any advise? thanks.



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Maybe you should look into less stressful part-time jobs such as Steakhouse hostess? Also, have you thought about getting back into the construction contractor game?


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