Hey girls, not sure if this is a rant or a question or just to see if I'm not alone in this or if there's any advice out there.
So basically I've been single for a year and a half, the first year was my choice. I moved around 300 miles from my home town to grab a fresh start. And now I'm actively looking, I cannot find anyone worth managing work (camming) and a relationship for.
I've tried, there was a couple of guys that I liked, but it fizzled out. Mostly I'm an introvert but when I get into a relationship I'm more extrovert because deep down I want to travel and do spontaneous things and really enjoy life how I want to. I don't have any friends, other than a few online, which suits me fine. I just want a boyfriend or a girlfriend.
Anyone feel stuck like this? I'm so fussy when it comes to relationships, which I think is a good thing, because of work and morals and I need someone with similar interests as me, which is mainly video gaming. I can't find anyone.
I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. I don't mean to sound arrogant right now, but I set my sights on someone considerably less attractive than me because he was a really nice guy, we had similar interests and that's what basically attracts me to someone. But he fizzled out, and I can't understand why because I'm kind, and generous, and I would be what my sister said was 'out of his league'. But here I am, still single, with everything fizzing out on me.
Anyone feel like this? Like they're stuck in a rut, with no where to go, no fun spontaneity, no lover? It's maddening sometimes!



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