So, Last night was my first night to ever dance. I got there a 8:30, by the time I got dressed and spoke with the manager it was 10:30 when I hit the floor. When I arrived I didn't have tip out so she told me to get it as soon as I could. Some girl took me under her wing, but left when it was money making time. Understandable. But holy shit, I was nervous. I told the dj to skip me on stage. I literally walked in and out of the locker room all night. The club was packed but I couldn't walk up to someone and say hi!!! There was plenty of men staring at me, and I looked sexy AF, but something was holding me back. I changed info my regular clothes twice and changed my mind both times, to try to make some money. So I wold go back out, and hide in the back somewhere or behind someone. At 1:30 I was like fuck it and left. When I was walking out of the locker room the manager found me and told me to just let this be my last night and good luck somewhere else.
Ugh!!!!!



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