Last night was my very first time dancing. And my dudes, I don't even dance just like, by myself. I'm not a good dancer. But I was lookin good, feelin good, decided not to get on the stage bc i'm still not great in heels and they had 0 grip on them, I ended up selling two dances, but they were awful and I felt bad for the guy. I know its definitely me but also we were on couches and theyre old af and they sink in, so you end up sinking in it too. So it was just even harder. I left shortly after that, I felt sick and needed to gooooo. I woke up still feeling sick and upset this morning. I need to watch tutorials ASAP.
I don't even want to go in tonight. I can hardly walk in the shoes I have bc they're too big and I don't have the money to order any at the moment. I feel like it's so pointless and I'm so fucking ashamed of myself rn.



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you will get better if it's something you really want to do! It took me about a year to really get the hang of it and to get a solid hustle going, I had my ups and downs that year, but I didn't give up because I knew I had potential. If you want to do it, you 100% can!! The more you work, the faster you will get it. We all start somewhere, every girl started at the bottom and didn't know anything at first!

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