I was planning on going back to work 2 weeks ago but I ended up being sectioned in a psych ward instead (I could see myself spiraling down though) Im out of hospital now and in debt again, Ive been out of work for 3 weeks and I plan to go back and audition at secrets once the break is over, but I feel like such a failure for being away from work for so long especially as Ive only been stripping for a short while, and Im scared of it being a disaster and it all crashing down around me
I also just want to rant about the psych hospitals in the uk, in both the hospitals Ive been in the patients have been treated as if we are criminals. When I had breakdowns, (which were not violent) I was threatened with being forcibly injected and put in seclusion as a punishment, (although they didn't actually do it to me, they did do it to other patients) and watched as other patients were dragged across the floor by staff who just generally seemed to not care about us at all
sorry I just had to get that out



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