I need some advice and a confidence boost ladies and gents. I totally messed up tonight and I am so freaking mad at myself.I have been talking about stripping for months and months and finally in the past month or so, I've worked up the nerve to finally get the ball rolling. I ordered some black pleasers, some new lingerie that makes me feel really good, and I've been scanning this website for weeks trying to absorb as much info as I can and I thought I felt ready to finally jump into it.
i had an audition set up at the Penthouse and then so many people informed me how dirty that club is in terms of extras, and I didn't really think I'd like it there.
Quite a few people have mentioned that Deja Vu Ypsi is a fairly clean club, and I was all dolled up tonight so I could do Amatuer Night there.
I got to the club, which is like an hour away, and drove around looking for parking for awhile. I got quite spooked because there were a lot of people loitering outside, one of them tried approaching my car and asking for money.
by the time I finally got the car parked, my legs were shaking so bad I didn't want to get out.
i tried calming myself down and rationalizing but ended up deciding to go home.
i feel super upset with myself because I totally wanted to do it and let the nerves get to me last second. & don't want to give up, and my plan is to go back there next week on Wednesday again, provided I can get the day off work from my vanilla job.
anyway, I feel like I would be a ton more confident if I could get some advice, maybe hear some stories from people who have auditioned at that particular club or ones similar?
i also can't dance worth a damn which psyches me out the most--- I am the most uncoordinated person ever but I really want to learn. Pretty much all I can do is sway my hips a little bit, but I want to learn more moves. YouTube hasn't been super helpful with that but maybe I'm not looking in the right places. XD
Anyway, advice and stories from auditions/Amatuer Night are appreciated! I want to get this done next week and done right! Thank you!


I have been talking about stripping for months and months and finally in the past month or so, I've worked up the nerve to finally get the ball rolling. I ordered some black pleasers, some new lingerie that makes me feel really good, and I've been scanning this website for weeks trying to absorb as much info as I can and I thought I felt ready to finally jump into it.
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